Amanda is the founder of WOLELA and the director of the Centre for Integrative Law. Her mission is to bring healing, higher levels of thinking, awareness and consciousness to those lawyers who want to be part of transforming the legal profession. Amanda speaks at various events about the global Integrative Law Movement with the dual goals of improving public perception of lawyers and inspiring lawyers to view their roles in a new light.
"I want you to understand what doing too much looks like.
I want you to understand what the payoffs are - and what the very high costs of being an over-achiever can be.
I want to encourage you to be explicit in defining what success looks like for YOU. and by that I mean A SUCCESSFUL LIFE and not just a successful career. Because sadly the way society currently portrays a successful career seems to preclude a successful life.
I want you to have compassion for yourself as you seek more balance, more peace and more joy. "
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In sociology, a superwoman (also sometimes called
supermom) is a Western woman who works hard to
manage multiple roles of a worker, a homemaker, a
volunteer, a student, or other such time-intensive
occupations
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The Superwoman Syndrome is a range of
physical, psychological, and interpersonal
stress symptoms experienced by a woman who
attempts to perform perfectly in multiple or
conflicting roles or goes overboard in one role.
13. CREATING A LIFE: PROFESSIONAL WOMEN AND THE
QUEST FOR CHILDREN ~ SYLVIA ANN HEWLETT
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• US survey of highly educated, high-earning women
• career and fatherhood, high-achieving men don’t have to deal
with difficult trade-offs
• 79% of the men I surveyed report wanting children—and 75%
have them
• women are dealing with long and lengthening workweeks
• Women pay an even greater price for those long hours because
the early years of career building overlap—almost perfectly—the
prime years of childbearing
17. DOES THIS SOUND LIKE YOU?
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“Overachievers live off the fleeting high that
comes from responding to that one extra
email, getting that additional project out of
the way, or checking one last thing off the
to-do list."
19. MENTAL PAYOFF – AND CAUSES OF DOING TOO
MUCH
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• Our phones buzz with emails from the boss and
requests from coworkers, and it takes a lot of willpower
not to check them.
• we wear our work stress like a badge of honour
• Underlying belief systems tell us “it’s noble to be of
service to others”
21. SPIRITUAL PAYOFF OF DOING TOO MUCH
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If I’m not proving my worth by doing — then what
am I?
22. ARE LAWYERS MORE PRONE TO DOING TOO
MUCH?
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Susan Daicoff summarizes the "attributes associated with effectiveness as a lawyer,”
• Need achievement,
• Be extroverted and sociable,
• Be competitive, argumentative, aggressive, dominant, cold,
• Show low interest in people, emotional concerns and
interpersonal matters,
• Have disproportionate preference for Myers-Briggs thinking v.
feeling,
• Focus on economic bottom-line and material concerns, and
• Have a markedly higher incidence of psychological distress and
substance abuse.
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"Success is peace of mind, which is
a direct result of self-satisfaction in
knowing you made the effort to do
your best to become the best that
you are capable of becoming.”
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In order that people may be happy in their work,
these three things are needed: they must be fit for it;
they must not do too much of it; and they must have
a sense of success in it.
-John Ruskin, author, art critic, and social reformer
(1819-1900)
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1.Understand risks and warning signs
2.We need someone – usually a coach
3.We need to exercise self discipline
4.If you’re in a management position you
need to lead by example
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1. Take a week and commit to stop doing it all, and watch how that feels.
2. Spend some time re-prioritizing. Accept that you cannot do it all and you’ll have
to let some things go in order to fulfill others.
3. Outsource. My Life Organised. Post on FB.
4. Make a commitment to single tasking. Stop thinking that multitasking is more
efficient – read up on why it is NOT.
5. Spend an hour downloading some relaxing music - Enya, meditation music,
panpipes, classical - and use your car as a sanctuary from the busyness of home
and work.
6. Say no. without giving reasons.
7. Buy a juicer or blender and replace one coffee a day with a juice.
8. Spend time mapping out how many hours a week you have and how you want to
spend them. If getting fit is really important to you - where are you going to put
that in?
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1. Choose a time to switch off your phone each evening and stick to
it. Do not leave your phone by the bed. Buy an alarm clock.
2. When you go on leave, even for 2 days, put an out of office
responder on and ensure clients can reach someone else. DO
NOT check your mail during this time. Trust your colleagues to
bring crises to your attention.
3. List stuff you used to find fun and find ways to bring it back. Allow
yourself to go for a walk instead of a run. To watch clouds and the
patterns they make. To catch tadpoles with a kid.
4. List 3 leadership qualities you can acknowledge in yourself - and
then stick them on a post it on your desk / your phone and see if
you can use it to remind yourself to make enough time to let these
qualities shine through.
so yesterday I thought I’d finish all my prep for tonight.
I didn’t get started.
Then I went to yoga. Because getting…
Then I got home in time to put my baby to bed.
Then I cooked supper 0 free range – organic burgers…
Then I watched a DVD with my husband – because relaxing is importnt
Then I started work on my prsentaion. ON LAWYERS WHO DO TOO MUCH .
Because I’m in the middle of a personal journey of trying to figure out what makes me happy – and constantly trying to do too much is not making me happy.
I am realising that no one is causing this unhappiness except me. But I’ve always tended towards overachieving so I feel anything less is failure.
Because I keep hearing stories about lawyers doing too much that horrify me.
The SA lawyer in the London who went back early from maternity leave because they asked her to, but she committed suicide later that year.
The Cape Town advocate who flew to Johannesburg for a mediation, 24 hours after giving birth.
My friend in JHB who runs her own practice and has a baby and whenever I message her on whatsapp I see “time last seen 3am, 2am” I don’t think she sleeps.
The partner in JHB who texted me yesterday: “I am away but may as well be at the office with the number of emails and calls I have fielded”.
Work addiction — unlike addictions involving alcohol or other substances — is rewarded by our culture (with promotions, bonuses, praise, awards, and so on) and therefore considered a good thing despite its long-term negative impact on well-being.
What I want to achieve with this session – (now you’ll see just what an overachiever I am)
I want you to understand what doing too much looks like.
I want you to understand what the payoffs are - and what the very high costs of being an over-achiever can be.
I want to introduce the notion of leadership being about who WE ARE and far less about what WE DO
I want to encourage you to be explicit in defining what success looks like for YOU. and by that I mean A SUCCESSFUL LIFE and not just a successful career. Because sadly the way society currently portrays successful careers seems to preclude a successful life.
I want you to have compassion for yourself as you seek more balance, more peace and more joy.
2 weeks after Sam was born I was back to launching WOLELA
I don’t have a boss.
I am the boss.
So why did I not allow myself even a MONTH of simply adjusting to being a mother and the crazy every 2 hour feeding schedule?
Because I am driven.
Because 2015 was a really hard year for my business and I felt like a failure – so after holding the first FNW conference – success!
I wanted more.
It was a fear based response.
I could not trust I could wait a while and then get things going.
the Superwoman syndrome was rearing its head – because:
Explain incident
realisation: the rush I get from fitting things into extraordinary small gaps –
There is an actual high from over achieving – and I am addicted to it.
I get a kick out of doing too much.
I get a kick out of doing things faster than others.
Take 10 mins to work through these questions. Be HONEST with yourself.
Discuss in groups - COUNT EVERYONE OFF – 1 TO 6
ALL 1’S GET TOGETHER, (groups of approx 4 or 5)
each person gets 3 or 4 mins to share - 15 mins total
You don’t share each answer –
Rather focus on
Which of these questions held charge for you? Explain…
2. What came up for you during this exercise?
Feedback to whole room: 15
So what might be underlying this doing too much?
History lesson
Women have been chronically overfunctioning for years, ever since they emerged on the work scene and took on the overwhelming challenge of trying to balance full-time work with full-time family responsibilities.
We have so many roles available to us - we can do ANYTHING and that can be overwhelming, and so some of us end up doing everything.
Ironically, the feminism movement fought for equality
The idea being that once all the legislation that discriminates against women is dismantled, the playing field becomes level and women can assume a free and equal place in society by simply cloning the male competitive model. But it’s emerged this isn’t the case.
In Europe, various groups of social feminists have viewed the problem for women quite differently. For them, it is not woman’s lack of legal rights that constitutes her main handicap, or even her lack of reproductive freedom. Rather, it is her dual burden—taking care of a home and family as well as holding down a job—that leads to her second-class status
I don’t want to let us get too sidetracked down this tangent – about why this issue of over functioning seems to be more prevalent in women - but a few observations must be made:
In January 2001, in partnership with the market research company Harris Interactive and the National Parenting Association, I conducted a nationwide survey designed to explore the professional and private lives of highly educated, high-earning women. The survey results are featured in my new book, Creating a Life: Professional Women and the Quest for Children.
When it comes to career and fatherhood, high-achieving men don’t have to deal with difficult trade-offs: 79% of the men I surveyed report wanting children—and 75% have them. The research shows that, generally speaking, the more successful the man, the more likely he will find a spouse and become a father. The opposite holds true for women, and the disparity is particularly striking among corporate ultra-achievers. In fact, 49% of these women are childless. But a mere 19% of their male colleagues are. These figures underscore the depth and scope of the persisting, painful inequities between the sexes. Women face all the challenges that men do in working long hours and withstanding the up-or-out pressures of high-altitude careers. But they also face challenges all their own.
Research shows that women still assume the lion’s share of domestic responsibilities, even if they work, and even when they are the primary breadwinners. This overload is extremely difficult to thrive through.
My survey results show that women are dealing with long and lengthening workweeks. Twenty-nine percent of high achievers and 34% of ultra-achievers work more than 50 hours a week, and a significant proportion of these women are on the job ten to 20 more hours a week than they were five years ago. Among ultra-achievers, a quarter are away on business at least five nights every three months
Women pay an even greater price for those long hours because the early years of career building overlap—almost perfectly—the prime years of childbearing. It’s very hard to throttle back during that stage of a career and expect to catch up later. As policy analyst Nancy Rankin points out, the career highway has all kinds of off-ramps but few on-ramps.
We don’t want to get stuck in a gender war…
Bu there are differences worth noting –
the biological issues around having children
Running households
How men and women’s bodies react to stress – more on this in a moment
Neuroscientists have known for years that dopamine is linked to positive behavior reinforcement and the 'ding, ding, ding' jackpot feeling you get when you accomplish a goal.
There’’s a lot of great things about dopamine - it motivates us (our brains release it even in anticipation of achieving something. It’s a critical component of forming good habits. It is limked to perseverance)
All animals seek pleasure and avoid pain. Therefore, nature created an internal reward system that reinforced lifestyle habits necessary to survive. Dopamine floods your body and mind with a rush of satisfaction and reward anytime you succeed at achieving something biologically necessary for your survival.
We have evolved to have hard work, sweat and perseverance trigger the release of dopamine. Unfortunatlely, in a modern world what this means is that
Overachievers live off the fleeting high that comes from responding to that one extra email, getting that additional project out of the way, or checking one last thing off the to-do list.”
Biology shows us that women are not very good at being in the OVERFUNCTIONING zone for long periods of time.
It’s fine for a few hours or a day.
But our bodies take a toll when running on the hormone released by stress - cortisol. And adrenaline.
Scientific studies have shown that the stress hormone cortisol is activated in different ways in men and women. Men have testosterone - this interacts differently with cortisol than estrogen does.
study: The researchers found that the men and women who had been given the ice water were equally stressed by the experience, judging by their cortisol levels. But how that stress affected their brains was very different - men were worse at reading emotions on faces - but women better.
The interactions between emotion-processing areas also differed by gender. The researchers looked at a measurement called functional connectivity, which reveals the extent to which brain areas simultaneously become active. Men showed less functional connectivity between these areas when stressed, while women showed more. It seems that when women are stressed, social and emotional areas of the brain go on alert, perhaps reflecting a tendency to reach out. The same areas in men's brains seem to disengage.
Our adrenal glands get burned out - INSERT MORE INFO
Take a few mins to identify 2 beliefs around doing too much or being busy that you have inherited from your family?
Sometimes being very busy is a defence against feeling. There simply isn’t time to feel.
Believing that if you don’t do everything, something terrible will occur: You’ll miss out on a critical development if you’re not always there; someone else (your partner, for instance) will do it wrong; your children’s welfare will be jeopardized; you’ll be ridiculed or judged harshly; you’ll be seen as “less than” others; or, finally, if you can’t be the best at all you do, you’ll be an abject failure.
I am worthy because of all I do. (They measure self-worth entirely in terms of productivity and tangible accomplishments.)
What makes someone’s life worthwhile?
My story: only when I went to Bali and deliberately did nothing for =5 weeks did I start to RELAX and accept that I am enough even if I am not doing anythng. I don’t have to contribute to conversation (I didn’t speak the language). But it didn’t take long after being home that I went back to my old ways.
Anyone willing to share some thoughts?
The well-known Myers-Briggs tests show lawyers and law students are appreciably different from the rest of the population. They are detached thinkers, not empathetic feelers, abstract intuitive thinkers rather than concrete ("sensing") ones. Surprisingly, they are more introverted than extroverted.
Not only do lawyers have a distinct personality, but also they work in a distinct environment. In the lawyers' world, we measure success (too often) by revenue and by billable hours. We gain success by putting in long hours, in a constantly pressured, highly adversarial environment, often carrying the burden of emotionally charged clients and situations.
List of above from Dennis Kozich4 and Peter Lattman5 lists the common sources:
Long, dehumanizing hours,
Burdens of responsibility for someone else's money, family, freedom, even life,
The omnipresence of trained adversaries eager to pounce on any opening,
Judges, juries, others constantly passing judgment on your performance,
Ever-present deadlines,
Ever-present interruptions-telephones, emails, Blackberries,
Instant communication causing ever-faster documents and decisions,
Competition for clients,
Clients' stress and anger transferred to their lawyers,
Job security concerns,
A gap between the ideals of those entering the profession and the reality, and
Too often, a gap between lawyers' intelligence and the mind-numbing nature of the work.
Our emotional self is like a child within, it’s like a distinct part of ourselves, and if its needs are not met, it will demand these needs are met in some way or another, including behaving in a way that meets these needs through external means - by doing too much, we’re wanting approval - either from ourselves or from others.
What is your definition of a successful life?
Take a few mins to scribbe some thoughts.
Lawyers work in a tough environment, and we make it tougher on ourselves. We need to turn some of that toughness toward protecting ourselves from burnout. To do so requires effort, requires knowledge, requires self-awareness, and requires reworking of our law firms. But lawyers' own personalities render self-protection much more difficult. We spend our time and effort on others' problems, on achieving, on competitive success. And we are hardly introspective.
These very characteristics make it unlikely burnout-susceptible lawyers by themselves will successfully carry out a burnout-protection program.
First, all of us need to understand the risks and the warning signs, and identify what in our work and our personality leads us toward burnout. Law school didn't teach us that.
Second, we need someone, usually a coach, to keep us on the right path and to alert us to our high-risk and self-destructive behavior.
Third, we need to exercise the same kind of self-discipline that enabled us to get as far as we have already, but this time self-discipline directed at helping ourselves.
Fourth, for those who have firm management responsibility, you need to attend to the firm's culture. Because high-achievement lawyers--the ones who are the chief assets of any law firm, are the ones most susceptible--the firm must not be the cause of burning out its prize assets.
In pairs
Make a commitment to the person next to you. A SMART GOAL – speciifc, measurable, achieveavle, realistic, time frame.
Take their number.
Diarize to send them a text at an greed time to see how they’re doing with their commitment.
Often people attempt to live their lives backwards; they try to havemore things, or more money, in order to do more of what they want,so they will be happier. The way it actually works is the reverse.You must first be who you really are, then do what you need to do,in order to have what you want.-- Margaret Young
Linda Alvarez
Her story.
I am guided by these lawyers.
Who have found ways to practise law that align with who they really are.
They are lawyers who are committed to supporting the emergence of a HEALTHIER LEGAL SYSTEM.
And that’s why I started the Centre for Integrative Law and WOLELA – as ways to support the emergence of a healthier legal system.
But we can’t heal the legal system until we heal ourselves – ‘Im not saying you’re broken!
I’m just encouraging you to find ways to be the HIGHEST VERSION OF YOURSELF more often than not.
Linda does the legal work for a famous poet who died suddenly – his name is John O Donoghue.
I’m going to end with this poem – it’s a blessing by John o D.