this is y real life story 1st paper

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Hi how r u? I am fine how about u? Very well so today have only 45 minute to chat. we
can start chatting yea sure. I am ready to chat, u? I am too. Ok, start so, u know where
we stop last day chatting? Yes I am not sure, me be u stop still remained u mind the
innocent girl. She is gated hit from her mother for u? Yes u r correct. I have remind that
really, the seen until knock my heart. U knows! The seen gone before 16nth year, until I
can’t forget the seen! N the girl actually I like her, look her mother. N for my feature
she is has smart body figure & white skein able nice looking beautiful girl. But I like her
flow her mother, because her mother is best house wife. The modern world not available
other any woman likes her. U knows she is a woman who never out anything from her
house before get permit ion from her husband. If come her brother/sister/father/mother/
other any near religion. But when got permit ion from her husband she is never says
anything about that. Other wish she is a heart full & kind full mother. My thinking the
girl must flow her mother. If the girl going like her mother is so great, all ways I
carried the thinking on my head. This is my won dream in the time gone some days I will not
see her face. But I feel her deeply by my heart to get her to my life partner. Me be I
loved her. But I don’t know this time to until today she is loving me or not, n ever she has
loved me or not. But it sure until I loved her n ever I loving her and, going loving her
until my last day before die. Because its’ my 1st innocent/ holy heart feeling love. N my
heart said me be this is our both heart feeling able innocent/ holy love. I am sorry for
that in time I will go village to local city when I got permit ion to admission at shahbag
pur government collage after pashed 1st certificate exam. When I will go our local city
for study than me, be, I will forget my village everything look at modern city fashion.
Also I forget the sweet village girl who come at 1st my life and try to get other modern
a beauty fashionably girl in my life; she has a student at class seven at the city girls
school. At 1st when I look her at school way, than I like her look her sweet and kind full
face, bodies figure also her good activity. The have my one side loves. She never love me,
when she is understood I flow her than one day call me, at obda house by an other girl
and told me please look at me like a sister & brother eye this is my request I have not
elder brother you like my elder brother. I have not said anything this moment to her. Just
I thinking what can I will do this moment, and how can control my won self. Among gone
tree four days after one day I heard early morning when I am won morning walk some
one told me, the girl last night gone out away with them house electrical worker. I am
so, sorry for women mind; I don’t know what is want a woman from a man, as son as I
will go back to the village beauty queen girl. But I am sorry for my wrong, also women
negative mind and my bad luck. Actually until today not come any positive mind able
girls won my life them love me, come many one love me by negative
Way, that’s why me be I lost her. One day night I bring a nasty girl won our area. And
stay a native women house near our house and this night we live to gather, the full night
early morning we leave from the house. The girl come my life from 12 June 1996 when
doing general election of in Bangladesh.
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This day I got permit ion to auditioning the general election from pema international pare
election audition group. When I run to voting camp way I see a young very ham same
smart body figural a beauty girl like collage student going this way and flow me deeply.
I look her two three times after all I will go won my way to the voting camp. Prompt I
joint won my duty; because I reach just 8 am when start vote. Some time I have busy won
duty. me be I forgotten the girl who flow me on the way. But no she is not forget me,
until she is flow me, I look her on the voting line. After all I don’t take her seriously
won my memory. I go back won my duty and have busy until finish vote. But she is not
forget me, when I will finish my duty signet the vote counting paper, take my report file
and come back on the office way by bicycle, mid way I see stay the girl, and stop my run
and request me to help her for stay this night. A young women request to a young man,
Also she told me she is come from too per you don’t worry early morning I shall go back
my way, please help me only stay this night. (When get a real offer from a sweet full
young girl what can do17 years older a man?) It’s at 1st I get a girl who openly talk
with me, and request me to stay with me a night. I can’t return the emotionally offer
from a girl. I take her back side won my bicycle move to my uncle house way, near before
I know haven an empty garden house nobody live there.
This is last evening I look our around coming little dark, than I request her please stay
here just I come back. She told me ok please come back quickly, prompt I will go my uncle
house keep my bicycle .good luck when I put bicycle than I get an our other reporter won
uncle house voting camp, than I send my report file with him to the office. I get free won
duty, but have tension where can we live this night. In time I get a friend he is given me a
location, at her sister house them gone one other house just now empty no problem feel

2. free u can live there. Really I get tension free to living this night. Quickly we run about
to the house way. When we reach at the house I looking around the house, my friend not
said lie with us. Its like a dream land house, front side road, back side garden, right side
open land, left side long open cannel, mid place open mart, road side stay a nice small
home, the enough for living a small family. Really its very nice house, before I can’t
believed that like the nice house wait for us.
When we reach the dream land house than the girl give me surprise as son as she is catch
me, and start kissing here to there around my all face, also request me please love me
kiss me or not kill me! I am upset and stand up like a chanceless man. Because it is my 1st
idea to stay and live to gather with a young girl an empty house. I am new and at 1st I
stay to live to gather with an unknowing girl, I get little worried see the girl acting.
After all what can I do I will try to flow her, she is lessen me and I am learning from
her, actually I feel too happy the moment.
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But I am so sorry for that just when we are going last pleasure fighting, than come two
boys with a lamp and said who is in the room come out or we soundly crying and call the
society people. All most they attract us. I will quickly take my pant shirt but my shoes
gone them hand. They want black main us, thanks god right that time my friend he is get
free us from them hand. When we looking other place than going other hung, my cousin
brother come with take some food to us. And request to share him with us. Actually we
are helpless this moment, than the girl say ok no problem I am agree. But our bad luck
when we run the new place way than add my other cousin brother with other two people
want to share with us. Not make bad something, Now we thinking how able one girl with
five boys! The girl feels too helpless, than she is agreeing does with all people. We stay
in mid garden, I and the girl, other 4person gone to decided where can live this night, than
in the gap we come out away from the garden to other garden. And living happily this
night in the garden, really I don’t know how is going the night. Early morning when I
walkup, than I look a young nice full woman come to the cannel border, near the garden
where we stay the night. the woman when come the cannel border and slowly come down
by cannel ladder to in water some time swimming at in the cannel water with brush her
Brest and vagina by hand. I will flow that be carefully and feel very happy look her
sweet body part one by one when she is put off and put own her clothes. Its very exiting
look a village woman, open nicely body also I see too nice her both Brest, and body
figure, and under navel black hear around the vagina its too nice full looking. me be, she
is live to gather with her husband. She is not looking us. she is gone her won way when
finish her body frees. Until so, so dark around us I take last chance from the girl. After
(I will pay five hundred taka won my self for travel) she is gone her own way I am to my
uncle house way. just when I reach them attract me the 4 person, they until wait for us
come back, them full night found us here to there not go to bed, they too angry with me,
after all I deeply request them and tell lie the girl gone away I will try to flow her but
I am sorry she go per away behind me. They not believe me also get free me but attract
my bicycle after all I got my bicycle take my uncle help and come back our house. In time
going some days thinking about the election, sorry for that my bad luck the election goes
down our party BNP and wins our opposition party AWAMI LEAGUE. This is very sad
news for me. I start feeling that went down my life. Start grows up old enemy newly
around me, they make hung for me, but I not take that carefully. I knowing and
understand that. When I got second time the nasty girl and bring our won area, and stay
one night the native women house. But before I don’t know about the native women
nature.
When we reach this house I told theme she is (the girl) my wife and until our family don’t
know about our married. I will request them we can stay one night at your home. They
said ok no problems if you can stay our poor house, it good luck for us. I will pay some
money for arrange diner to us.
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They make age and hot red chilly pry, it is very testy food and I hear it’s to hot and good
make for sex, this is make real sex. I practically feel that. When we take diner than the
women get ready bed to sleep us. We come to bed for sleep around in 9-30 to 10 pm, I

3. take 1st chance me be after half an hour when we come to bed. And get ready for second
chance me be 12, 30 am when broken my 1st wake up, I see the girl gone deep sleep looking
very nice her sleepy open Body. When I look the seen can’t miss it start catching, kissing
and posing, I get feeling very happy among doing half an hour I can’t feel a little weak
running my won duty. the girl start crying (I got pain, I feeling very bad, coming my
breath stopping, me be I am going die) and request me please get free me, I am sorry I
can’t put her request .me be, nobody can’t do it this moment. But I can’t running long time
and finish my won duty when got sound other side from the native women. She soundly told
me, stop it. What are you wanted? you want to kill the girl. I am not look before a boy
like you! Are you want to see die this girl? Than I will stop, the girl goes out side with
the woman for fresh. I feel very bad after all what can I will do? When she has come
back after fresh won my bed many time I will try but she is not give me chance. Early
morning we come out away. the girl gone her way I am at my home way. Just when I
reach at my home than I hear the native woman out the last night all story here to
there. Thanks god out it when I get free send the girl. Its right I get free but lost more
those never can found me back. At 1st my innocent heart feeling loving girl 2nd my Society
image. If she can’t show any document against me, after all them shall try doing any
thing against me they are failed. If they are failed but they can’t give me living free
life, all ways stand against me. The meter issued makes a big tragedy in my life. The I
feel when Third time the girl come my life one day on running car. I can’t return her
request. She is request to tour revere area. we touring by car, baby taxi, rishka and
some time by foot. Full day we turning and get more to more pleasure. When taxi my both
hand in her both Brest, when we walking by foot than my hand her nick by in Brest than
when we alone take a kiss. Really going a fans tasting day, when we finish tour than
coming dark around us, the girl again request to stay at night with me, what can I will
do (when come any request from a young girl) I call my brother in low my cousin
husband, for help. he is gives me a good and fully freedom place, his brother in low
running chairman, that means he is also brother in low my lover. We go there and stay
this night. Before I don’t cars and thinking about that the chairman my lover brother in
low, when he knows and look practically my corrector never be hand over his sister in
low won my hand. When early morning leave the girl than remind me that. After all I
lost her, me be this is my fault. Other wish one day I got a letter she is wrote that her
cousin brother in low. She is mentioned in the letter I can’t forget you from that day, the
happy moment all ways nock me and remind me you.
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When I go study room than your face come won my front, when I take book for read than
come your face won my eye. All ways I look you, you my all I love you, come at my home
I want to meet with you, I love you, I love you. Here I have to say something about a girl
and what is girls thinking. What want a girl from a boy? My friend told me if you like
any girl at first you must take target touch her body, when you can touch her body than
she never can for get and chit with you. This is a girl weakness side, if you can’t do that
you can’t take sure you can get her or not. This is real women nature. Also he told me
when you got free moment one second with your girl friend than not miss take one kiss her
leap or other any place those your choice. I will try to flow and use my friend advice
practically some one really I am success my won mind test, but I want to say sorry my
friend why he has not give me the advice before, I lost my lover. If I got before when my
1st innocent heart feeling lover won my control. You know I want to try keeping pure my
lover that’s why I never try to touch her body. I thinking she is born only for me. Her all
thinking takes by me like my thinking. But no my thinking is wrong. All is wrong just
from now I understood. Now a day a girl mind a girl with a boy love means bodies play
nothing more and love fore man women body play. I heard my sister in low, she is choice
her husband sweet fully cousin (she is my lover) fore her brother, at 1st she talk with her
family to engage them but they not accept her offer. After other many way she is try to
meet them, when come her brother her husband house than she call her to meet with her
brother and take out to free place to talk them but nothing her target. After two tree
years One day she is takes a plant to go watching film with takes her husband cousin and
talk with the girl they go to film hall watching film, with she is call her brother and
sent them a cabin to watch film. and before told her brother it is your last chance, when
he get permeation from his sister than he take target to touch her body, they takes site
alone a cabin he and she, and wait for chance, they watching film, just when come a
nagged seen than emotionally he touch her body, left hand gone her arm right hand gone
in her both Brest, lip catching her lip, he has got happy real feelings with get support
from her. He is successes won target .after watching film they go to hotel and stay this
night at the hotel and take finish live together, when finish live together now he can
tension free living, because now a days the girl self come to meet with him, and request

4. him to meet at night when gone sleep her parent. Also request to go away with him behind
her family. I heard more about woman’s from the nasty girl come at 1st nagged way won
my life. When I request to tell me why she is come to the nagged way, than she told me,
when she is too young this time die her father. When her father die, after they living
there village chairman house garden make a small home, her mother doing house wife
working at chairman house, she is go with her mother, and play with chairman doter, her
age around 16/17 years. She is bigger than her.
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One day she is look the chairman doter with her teacher doctor play open body game, in
the bed room at bed, the doter is down up teacher doctor catching any other also slowly
crying the doter and say please slowly, slowly. But until she has don’t know what is the
man woman game play? I thinking the teacher hit the doter than she get ready with a
stick to hit the teacher. When I get ready to hit the teacher, than the doter look at me
and say what you do, go out side with get ready them and as soon as go away the
teaser . I feel worried and thinking why she is going angry. But thanks god the doter
come to me carry happy feelings at her face, and told me you knowing after some day
than touch my young small Brest nipple by her hand. When she touches my small Brest
nipple, with catch me by her both hand and kiss me, than I feel any one nock my inside and
feel so happy, among going some days one day night when I wake up than I see the
chairman play that game with my mother, this time I have sleepy mod still my eye. After
all I soundly ask him who are you? Than he stop my mouth by his hand and don’t make
any sound. also I see slowly his hand come up my Brest he smooth my both small Brest
and kiss my here to there around my pace and told me, wait after some days doing with
you this play, my mother is quite not say anything. When go out the chairman than I ask
my mother why the chairman comes at our house? My mother told me you don’t know that
now after some days you know why he is come. I wait and see the moment, among time one
day noon time I will go paddy field take some paddy for our chicken, back side at our
home. I look here to there nobody alone me in the paddy land I take some paddy and get
ready to back at home, in time call my cousin come here, in side the long paddy land if I in
the paddy land no body can look me. I feel worry after all I thinking he is my cousin why
I feel worried. I will moving there when I reach front my cousin than as soon as he catch
me, and sleep down in the paddy land and open my clothes and start pushing his panic in
my vagina. Stile I don’t know what he wants to doing with me, I feel pain in my vagina. I
will try crying when got too pain, but no body can heard my crying sound. He stops my
mouth by his right hand and go away, throw me in the land like a dad body, when finish
his work. I can’t do anything against his. After some time I come back at home, but feel
very bad ¾ days not going out from at home, among going some days in time one day non
time when my mother gone chairman house for working. Right this moment chairman
comes at our home. He is call me come here, when I come near his than he said me, you are
so sweet, very nice girl I like you. I want to married you, you are agree? With I flow he
is look at me nagged way , as soon as he catch me and throw down at bed quickly open
my clothes from my body and start play that open body game with me, before I knowing
anything. He not heard my any word continue doing his game with me. when finish than
leave from our house and told me not say anybody about it. If I heard from any one you
say about it than you and your mother must go out from the house, what I will do this
moment I have quite.
oment, in time I get sound from the baby, he told me, I don’t say anything my mother if
you give chance play this game that played my father with you. I will say ok come and I
start my new life from the moment by him, really at first I feel very happy play with
him. They continue play with me in one month chairman, his son, and other tree young
worker, also other near tree four people, after one month I come out side from our house
and start pound new nice panic. Till today I got less than two hundred new panics and
pounding new panic, tile die this is my promise with won my self. I am catch her hung and
down my file before I don’t knowing she is a hunger girl. When I know about her story
than I will try to save won my self from her hunger. But she is not want to catch free
won me, one day I will try to deeply thinking about the girl and get help from an older
man. He told me your have one way, if you can start rough use with her. One day when
he comes, I call my three four friends and hand over her to them. Really I get free her
hunger from next day till she is not come to disturb me, and until I not look her face. I
want to say thanks the older man for his good advice. Actually a good advice can
change a real life. I got the advice when all ready gone too down my life. This is me be
such in deed in the ways of the world. Just when I get free from the girl hand, after some
days start our second certificate exam, our exam start from Thursday at shahbaj pur
governor degree collage lal Mohan thana.1st day English 1st part 2nd day at Saturday

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English second part. We jo in t exam at Thursd ay com pl te English 1 part and Saturday
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coming exam hall for joint English second part, when we complete 50% answer than
start fighting with magistrate to student by abseil and hit a student. Joint out side
people in fight fire three police pickup, two magistrate car and damage many exam hall
door, window, furniture, also die a police man in the fighting. After fight exam board
stop exam this subject and cancel the exam hall to transfer bola shadar government
high school. We go there to joint exam and I will take a site for stay my cousin house,
because the hall too per from my house. I stay there 21 days after exam I come back at
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our home. In time 1 day after exam I reach near the house than look a nice full girl, she
come out from the house. When we come face to face than ask me the girl who are you
and where you want go, I say my name and about my cousin than she said oh I c well
come and gone away before I say anything. After lunch I come my study table n thinking
about the girl than I got a girl sound can I come in, I say yea sure you welcome. I look
like a dream. The girl come in my study room and stays front side the study table. When
we come face to face than I see her eye is emotionally looking at me and knock my foot
by her foot finger down side in the table. When she knock my foot than I close my study
book and try to take the chance, I will try to knocking her body by foot finger. One time
my finger start run foot to leg in side her sallower than she told me nasty boy and try
to go away from the room. When she try to go away from the room than I call her,
anything wrong she told me no, so why to leave from the room. I catch her hand and say,
come here in my heart. When I catch her hand than she easily come with me at my bed.
Only said if look us any one. Among lye going 8/9 days and night, when we got free time
than we joint play the game at room and out site at in garden. One day evening time
when we joint the game in garden, than come my cousin doter in garden and going stand
up when look us in play the game, not say anything stand up like a doll. Her age me be in
13/14 years. As soon as we get ready and save won self and try to thinking what can do
this moment. If the doter told any one about us, what can do us, and how can do manes
her to support us, than said the girl just the moment have open only one way if you can
play this game with her at now. My thinking how is able when she is my cousin doter.
After all knock a think in my head, man can do anything for live and save on self. So
why I can’t do for save won my self. I will go near her than she said uncle you! I say yea
sorry Uncle fore give me! She told me no uncle I will provide my mother about it you are
very bad man. I never hope like this from you! Than I thinking what can I do this moment
as soon as, I catch her hand and request to her please not say, anything about your
mother, you are a good girl, you are a nice girl, among unfortunately my hand going her
hand to face. I catch her face by both hand and put two tree kiss at her face. When I put
two tree kiss at her face than she told me what you do uncle, than I say nothing just I
love you my darling, you are so sweet girl come my heart and tell me you not say
anything you mother and any other. I see when I will say like those than emotionally she
said don’t worry my dear uncle about it. I never say anyone than catch me by her both
hand and say I love you too my dear uncle. In chance my both hand running and check up
her full body. When unfortunately my left hand gone under her vagina than I feel out
anything from her vagina like liquate, swimming around her vagina after I can’t control
won my self. As soon as I put sleep down her and open her sallower from her body with
worriedly if she say me anything, because I am her uncle. but thanks god, she is have
quite and close her both eye only say if look any one us than I say don’t worry no one
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come this moment here. We going play that game, 1 pushing time she shall try to cry
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after come back normally feelings and support me from down. Actually at 1 time I get
clear feelings play this game with her, I never can forget the moment. When open her
clothes than come out her real sweets, some time I get looking her open sweet able body
like a doll pin fish. The two girls come to meet & live together with me, when got free
moment until I live there. After exam I will come back at my won house. When I come
back this time I will promised with them I come back again meet them, but my bad luck in
time I got danger accident to save our land from our against party hand 1997 this year.
The accident gives like divide my right hand from my body. This time I have second
certificate final exam student. I got accident when complete nine subjects. I can’t
complete the exam for my accident. When I got accident as soon as I will come our local
hospital with my religion & my supporter people, the duty in charge doctor told the local
hospital can’t treatment it danger accident. The doctor transfers me to Barisal
showararddi hospital. We reach Barisal showararddi hospital at night, with me my elder
sister and cousin. They gone away admit me to the hospital. This night my sister lost
something for me, fore gives me I can’t display that here. Until next day morning eight am
I can’t know what type of accident I will do and what wait fore my feature life by the
accident. At nine am when my sister comes at the hospital and contract with doctor. I
will little under stud when the doctor said better to divide the right hand from the body
or if you want to joint it must you shall invest less than two million taka. If you able to
pay this money we will do that or than my sister said no doctor you will do start
treatment to joint the hand with body. I will able to pay that money. The doctor said ok
you shall go to arrange money after one week we will go to operation. My sister gone
back at home put me alone a single bed at the small cabin in the hospital. At the cabin
have other two single sites one empty other one have an older patient with his wife and

6. young swee t ab le dote r. My sis te r be fore le aving to ld the cabin o the r sites peopl p le ase
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looks m y b ro the r and takes care . When le ave m y sis te r from the cabin th an com e the
dote r at m y site and re quest m e to say abou t m y accident and what type of care can she
does. I will fee l fre e te ll he r all abou t accident and m y re al life and say th anks I te ll
you when I need any type of he lp from you ok . S he to ld m e abou t he r life and fam ily. In
tim e com e the cabins o the r a patient with his new wife and o the r two th ree peopl withe
them at 1 2.30 pm . 1 pm com e ou r lunch afte r lunch I will wise to talk with them . I will go
to the cabin m eetand talks with them al so knowing abou t the accident. I look the re s tay
on ly the new wife at in the cabin. S he is crying s tay at bed also cove ring he r face by he r
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both hand . When I will in the cabin th an she ask m e, who are you? because at 1 she is
looking me, that’s why I don’t mind. I will say sorry after show my address and ask her
where her husband is also request knowing me about her husband accident. When I will
ask about her husband than she is start more soundly crying and told me he is in at the
operation theater me be he is did not live. He is too weak because he is lost his both leg
and panic by the car accident and said by her crying face tell me what I can do this
moment my brother. I will say quite please and try to control at won self. When I tell
like that, than look me mindfully and helplessly the new wife by crying face, as soon as
I will try to clean her faces water, but she can’t stop her crying. When I ask her why
you cry sister like that, than she told me about her husband accident and her married
life, she is staying only one night with her husband after married. Now this situation
what can do she is this time. She starts more soundly cry than I will try to quiet & stop
her crying and clean her face and try to understood her got do any thing for good.
Among going some days in time come beck my sister finish my operation, I feel little ok my
sister go back at home, in st I can’t do contract with them. When go back my sister I
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get free than as soon as 1 go to meet new peasant with new wife cabin. When I reach
the cabin see alone new wife and still crying, I will try to stop her crying than she
catch my nick by her both hand with crying face and ask me brother there you gone
leave me alone, and tell me, what can I will do and what is my feature? I don’t know
what is have my answer this moment. when her both hand catch my nick and her young
sweet sexy body set with my body like leech. I will try to thinking and feel about her
when she catch my nick and nock me by her both Brest like nail than I feel her body is so
hot in time change my feelings & mind. My panic going too hot grows up like stick and try
to nock her body. This time I see she is keep quiet and me be feel my panic nock than she
catch my panic and try to set her vagina than I can’t control won my self, I will catch
her by my left hand and bring her in toilet after smooth her both Brest, socking her both
lips, both nipple, navel and keep up her sherries and start pushing her vagina by panic.
She is keep quiet not said anything. I got full support won my work from her. After finish
I will come back won my site and try to thinking again about the woman. Me, be, after
half an hour I see the new wife come at my site way carry smiling won her face and ask
me how you are nutty boy? You are a very bad man. I will kill you, I say ok kill me!
Than she emotionally catches my body and put two three kiss won my face, with said I
love you I want your company all ways. From this day continuo meet with me when got
free time, among gone over two month one day she told me, me be I will go to mother your
son. Because my missing is stop from last month. In time after some days they leave from
medical. Before leaving the medical she is cry again catch my neck and promised with me,
she will group my son by her real mother care and request me to meet with her to go at
home. When I got relies from the medical. When she is leave from medical after three
four days going very badly my life. I deeply to feel her company because going last days
we live to gather like husband wife. Here I want to say sorry fore human life and
thinking. When they got new some thing than can forget last and old all thing me, be
such in deed in the ways of the world. Actually all ways I will try to get learning from
won life. Here I flow about won my life. When the girl leave from medical I feel very
bad some days other wise When I get other new girl than can forget her as soon as. I
want to say sorry again for that I got many girls won my little life they love me, by
show them sweet body. But until not get a girl whose love me by her heart. Exam ply
when gone the new wife from the medical than I try to pound new one in time I get a sweet
able too young nurse. st is immediately admitted to the medical for get practically
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nursing teaching. At 1 when I look the young sweetly nurse I feel her by my heart; see
her smart body figure sweet able and kind full face, mindfully looking at me. Also I
flow she is a graffiti cable girl, I know that when one day I call her to help me to fire a
cigarette by match. Because I can’t fire it by one hand my other hand is damage this time
can’t available the gas lighter. She is not allow me go away take turn look mindfully
show me her sexually backside. The seen changed my mind. From the moment I will try to
look at her mindfully eyes and wait for chance. But I am sorry I can’t catch her. She is
not come at my cabin if come won duty time go away put medicine at table not say
anything me and not come cleaning time to clean my bed. One day when I will request to
clean my bed than she sent other an older nurse, after all she is not come but I see she is
still flow me mindfully, also until I can’t guess what is her thinking and why she is flow
me mindfully. One day I stand up with a cigarette at balcony out side the cabin this time
the nurse come at my cabin and looked here to there. This time I look at her face she is
feel too nervous when not see me at bed than I call her sister I am here out side at

7. balcony. This tim e las t e vening m e, be 5.30 pm . S he to ld m e from tom orrow change m y
duty d ay to night. S o I have to fre e tom orrow 6 pm from now. If you wish I can give you
com pany fo r th is tim e. I te ll he r I can’t be lie ve it. Really you give m e com pany o r ju s t
m ake jo king with m e? I don’t like jo king th an she hol m y hand and to ld m e no d arling you
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can be lie ve m e, I don’t m aking jo ke with you. Really I wan t you. ok not say anyth ing
ge ts re ad y to go watching film . You know th is week com e a new film at jonacki film
hall. I say ok we go to film hall by rishka. We take a rishka she is sited at m y le ft side I
am righ t side m y le ft hand put he r nick we sited se t bod y with any o the r, like husband
wife . The hand touch é he r nick to b re as t when ju nking the rishka, som e tim e I will touch
won m y se lf to te s t he r fe e lings, and look at he r face . What is he r fe e lings I look he r
fe e lings is too we ll, m e be she is like it. Really rishka tou r is too fe ns tas ting tou r if
have with a young girl. Afte r half an hour we re ach at film hall and take two ticke ts.
We sited the las t two sites inside at in the hall. When s tart film th an com e ou t he r re al
face she is s tart knocking m e, afte r all fu ll show tim e m y hand p lay take with he r bod y.
Also the film has like two X. when we com e ou t from hall afte r finish film th an she
re quest m e go to shopping m all. I th inking she will be pay m oney ju s t I he lp with he r, to
shopping th an I say ok le ts go, bu t when we go to shopping m all and afte r shopping
change m y m ind again, when he r shopping all m oney go from m y pass. I re quest he r little
warily to s tay at hote l the nigh t th an she going agree . We happily live to gathe r at
th
hote l near the hospital. F rom the nigh t in 1 5 night after 12 pm come my bed and make me
happy. In time she is bringing her friend other a nurse nice figural girl. Actually the
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some days going too happily, after 15 days she is gone leave me alone in at hospital
cabin when change her duty. When she is gone the some days going very badly my days,
also her friend weekly one night coming my cabin and live to gather with me. She has not
come every night because her weekly one day night duty also she is a married person her
have 2 kid. Before I don’t knowing she is a married also her have two kid. When I know
that than try to thinking again about woman. One the women two kid mothers tell me if I
wish she has can go away with me leave her husband and kid. From the day I will try to
avoid her company. But woman can’t give me live alone. Right this day coming a woman
patient at my side cabin with 10-11 years older a girl and an older man. The patient
woman age me, be, less than 40 years still body figure is very strong like fifteen years
girls. Her husband dies before five years. She is a mental patient no one wants to go
near her coz them wearied if hit them because she is a mental. After all I decided to
meet with her and knowing about a mental. When I will go to meet with her at cabin, she
is normally ask me who are you? And why you come here you don’t know I am mental. I
say yea I know also I know no body want to meet with you them worried, than she told
me you not worry me, I say no I am not worry and who said you are mental? I think you
an assonantly a normal person. When I say like that than she is call me, come here to
me, little worriedly I go near to her and sited at her bed. Again she is asking me now are
you worried, I say no she said you are danger man. I like you and kill you! with catch my
nick by her both hand really I get worried but no nothing just she has make joking with
me and test me actually I am worried or not. After some time she has told me doesn’t
worry come here to talk with when you feel bored and when I call you ok. I say yes ok I
come back at my cabin among going one week she has coming little normally. In time one
day night around 12 pm she is call me to come my cabin, I feel very bad please help me.
When I her cabin see she has alone in at cabin, I ask her where is your doter? She told me
she has gone at home I am alone and just from before ten minute I feel pain in belly, can
you check? I say that’s better call doctor. She said no need doctor; it’s not to much pain
just you run your hand at my bally. I say ok those you wish I put my hand up navel at
her bally than she told me little down please than I take little down my hand again she
said little down, one time my hand come at her vagina than she has told me yes here.
When put my hand at vagina, I feel the vagina is swimming by water as soon as I will set
my panic to her vagina and out my panic water by pushing her vagina. After open her
all clothes from her body and the full night play take her open body and got live to
gather feeling with 40 years older woman. Really it’s better than 15nth year a young
girl. I got real pleasure live to gather with her. Among going ten/fifteen days, one day
night around 10.30 when we going live to gather game play in time come her 11 years
older doter from house and look us in joint the play. If the doter 11 years older but her
body figure look like 18 years older young girls. When she is look us than she has gone
change less before say anything us. When she is gone changeless than her mom as soon
as go to fresh room for fresh uncompleted our game, when she has gone in chance I will
start play the game with her changeless doter. Because I don’t control won my self my
be no one can control won self this moment if he has a strong man by sexual. When finish
my play I go away before knowing anything the doter. Also when I will do play with her
changeless body she has not said anything but I got support from her after all I worried.
If she told me anything also thinking if she has report the hospital authority against me,
about her patient mother what can I will do. This day I will not go the cabin. But the
doter come my cabin with carry sweet smile at her face and broken my all worried. She is
come my cabin me be around 12/12-30 and ask me how are you nutty boy? I say fine so
how you are and how about your mom, she told come our cabin and see, my mom call you
please come with me don’t worry. When I go to the cabin the older woman tell me before I

8. said anything how are you young m an, you ge t worried . Why you not com e ou r cabin
tod ay. My dote r rem ains m e m any tim es abou t you. D on’t worry abou t he r if you wish you
can m ind fre e com e to our cabin. S o don’t worry abou t m y swee t dote r, righ t m y d arling
swee t he art. Jus t flo w he r ok I say yes I m ustflo w he r. F rom the d ay them continuo
se rvices with m e till I s tay the hospital. Bu t I can’t s tay m ore d ays with them because
doctor re lie s m e from the hospital and trans fe r to D haka hart & skein surge ry hospital.
The surge ry hospital docto r gives m e one m onth re s t fo r ope ration. I com e back at hom e
and s tart doing norm ally life . In tim e m any peopl com e at m y hom e see and m eetwith m e
e
and knowing abou t m y accident. When som e one wan t to knowing about m y accident, I
te ll them the accident take som et hing from m y life bu t gives m e m ore to m ore those I can
ne ve r got if I can’t ge t like th at accident. When I say like th at them said th is is like
m adm an wishes & th inking. Afte r all I can’t go to bargaining with them , ju s t try to
th inking abou t life & le arning. Actu ally I ge t te aching at m y won life , I am satis fied to
ge t won life te aching. My life going too critically & s trate gically I got & los t too m uch
at in a little life those ne ve r can fo rge ttab le . Also I looked m axim um peopl fee l
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p le asure only when ge t som e th ing and when b ring jo y agonis t any o the r bu t ne ve r wan t
to th inking about the lose r peopl situation ,I don’t know m e be such in deed in the ways of
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the world . Bu t m y th inking re al p le asure com es when peopl ge t som et
e hing with los t
som ething. O the r wishes I ge t le arning from m y won se lf & life fe e l p le asure when I los t.
Because when I los t m ustthe ge t o the r any one and fee l p le asure th an I fee l p le asure
see them p le asure . Actu ally it is m y re al th inking and usually around all sided I am
satis fied on ly one side I am too we ak th at re al hum an lo ve & affe ct. I don’t know the
e ve r can com e m y life , so I wished m ustth at com e m y life . Anyhow afte r one m onth I com e
back to D haka at fem a p rive t hospital fo r m y second ope ration. Jus t m y ope ration d ay I
he ard som e one in fo rm mth by phone m y innocent he art fe e ling lo ve r ge t m arried with he r
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o ld e r cousin (he r age 1 3 and her cousin age 41nth). When I heard that I can’t decide
what I can will do this moment. After all try to control won self but my feeling not
going well some days. The days going by only cigarette I start take cigarette one by one
stay the hospital rope corner the have two chair and one table. I take the place fore
smoking every evening time I stay there with a packet cigarette when finish than come
back in hospital among going three four days. one day evening time when I am get ready
to go hospital rope than I see a young nurse her age me be 18/20 years she is flow me,
after all I will not say anything her I will come at hospital rope and fire a cigarette.
Just when I take cigarette than come the nurse who flow me and tell accuse me, can I
sited the char and talk with you about your personal life, I flow you from some days
your feeling is not well you feel too nervous right. Never mind I am a nurse you are a
patient mind free you can tell me what is your problems? I say her you can solve that.
She told me I am not sure can I solve it or not after I shall try to solve that you can
trust me, I tell her about my love story. When I tell her that, she told me o I see you are
those I thinking right that. Ok never mind I help you and my request you try to forget her
when she can forget you! So, why you can’t forget her. Such in deed in the ways of the
world. When she has forgotten you and gets marriage other person than you forget her
with take other a sweet full girl than better to her. It is life also your life just start
now move ahead and see what wait fore you. I want to say you exam ply you know and
understood about Dhaka city life and see evening time Dhaka Cities Park, garden, sang
sad baboon area and other mirror place seen? I say no till I never gone there park,
garden and sang sad baboon area how can I know about that other wish I have not any
knowing able relative them live at in Dhaka city so how can I know that. So you know
and you can help me to knowing about that, she told me sure why not you can go with me
and practically see the seen & knowing so not today from tomorrow. After 5 pm I am
free if you wished you can tour and see Dhaka city life and park, garden, sang sad
baboon, other many sweet able place see won your self eye. So I want to say good bye
see you tomorrow than take care. She has gone for this day and request me go to your
bed a not feel any tension about the mater. I say ok actually my all tension go out from
my head when talking with you! so I feel very happy to talk with you. Thank you sister
give me company and sorry to lose your beloved time. She said no it’s ok this is my
pleasure to talking with you. When she has gone really I feel too happy I don’t know
what have in her. Me be she knows magic and clean my memory by the magic. She has out
my all tension made me a tension free normal person. Now I will thinking again about her
what have behind her target& benefit. So no one can’t do anything behind without benefit
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just I wait to see, what is her target also she has come to meet with me at 1 by on self.
Next day when come to joint her on duty at 6 am 1st come to my cabin and ask me about
my situation & how is my today feelings? I say very well. How about you? Than
mindfully look at me and said fine after go away. Also three four times come to meet
with me in duty time. Her duty hour 6am to 4pm, after 5 pm she has come to me and said
get ready this time I will look at to her really its looking so sweet, also sweet her light
yellow dresser clearly can look her sweet body. Some time I get flow her sweet body &
changeable sweet mind. In time I will get ready and come out from hospital. When we
come out from hospital I see she has caught my hand and walking set her body with my
body among us walking to hospital boundary wall. After take rishka she is sited left side
I am right side set both body. When we stay really change my mind emotionally I ask her

9. whe re we go? S he to ld m e wait and see, the rishka d ire ct com e sang sad baboon are a m e
be at 5.30 pm . When we com e at in sang sad baboon, she has to ld m e com e with m e and
see the he re e vening seen but not said anything ok. I say yes. The sang sad baboon e vening
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seen at 1 I see, I never believed that if any one told me about the seen before I come here
sang sad baboon. Those I will see at here sang sad baboon I never can forget that. When
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we in sang sad baboon gate at 1 I see many sweet & sexy dresser deshi bidesi girls with
some boys them burgeoning with any one to rate live together at in hotel. The nurse told
me this is like night girls sale market, if you wish can buy a girl. After we go inside and
see many girls and boy couple talking them sited separate place a girl and a boy, Other
some girls and boy stay under tree and doing bad something . When I will look the seen, I
tell her enough not want to see more seen. She told me Mr. It’s not enough come with me
and see more to more Dhaka city seen. She is call a taxi cab and bring me botanical
garden. When we coming botanical garden gate than she told me go in side and see, but be
care full not said anything to any one. I ask to her not go in with me she told me no you
go alone is better to you. If I come with you, so you can’t control won your self look to
the seen. After all I bring her in garden with me, so really I can’t control won self when
looking the direct play girl & boy open body game at under tree. They busy them won,
won duty not look to any one and not say anything. some one talking with her partner,
some one kissing and run hand to her body, some one sleep to catch anyone , some one
play direct sort to with them partner. When look the seen than change my mind
emotionally I look to her I think no one can control them won self, when I can’t control
my won self. Emotionally I tell to her are you steel have in won self mind control, sorry
sister I am out of control and feel very bad can you help me please? She has told sure
but than I say not but anything come with me. We go a nice under tree and flow them.
From the day continue she has served my all kind like a wife & kind full women .make me
well in one month by her hospitality when doctor said must stay tree month at the
hospital under treatment. Also she has changed her duty day to night 7pm to morning 5
pm but she has come at hospital 5 pm from that day. Every day she has brought me out
pm
side and us touring here to there 5pm to 7pm and every day night after 12 coming my
cabin fore live together with me. But I don’t know what have behind her target, because
she has never want anything from me and not tell me buy & give something to her. Also
when I go to buy a three piece to her this time she stop me to buy that and told me enough
it, so next time never tries to do like that just I want your company not more anything.
When she told like those I ask to her do you like marriage me? After I got answer from
to her no and never request me like that please. You my friend just only friend and
really I like you but I have! Than gone stop her mouth, after all one day I knowing her
have a nice full doter but she has not said me about her husband. When I ask her about
her husband than she told me it’s so important to knowing. I say not like that so just for
knowing ok come with me at my home to see. When I in her house with her than come a
sweet girl near us and ask her mother who is this man, my father! She is quite not said
anything to the girl just look at me. But I can’t keep quite won self when the girl
emotionally says her mother than I tell her yea I am your father. When I tell I am her
father as soon as she coming to me with soundly call me father! Father! Father! Where
are you gone, why not see you the long time, why you not come? Also more to more
questions, me be never can finish her question. One time her mother tell her to keep quite.
After my eye go to look her house I see a small normal house mid way partition. The
partition divided two ways this hose one side living she with her doter, other side live
another family. Also she said me you want to know more about me, must stay one night
with me you! You have time to stay with me? I say sure why not so your duty, She told me
why this is not mater. Ok get ready loge days not go to watch file to film hall please
you know today I feel very happy see my doter happens this is can able only for you. My
dear I promise with you tonight I make you happy by my all happiness and tell you my all
about my real life story after diner when go sleep my doter ok. I say yes. We go to film
hall and watching film like familiarly husband, wife, and doter. After watching film we
go to hotel for take diner. When take finish diner I tell her what is you thinking got back
at house or stay to live this night at hotel. She told me I think batter to hotel. We go to
hotel and take a room one double bed with a single bed. Me be this time 10.30 pm we
watching TV in time she is start tell me her story its so pain able story. She is a big
doter her family, they are one brother with six sister; her father an madrasa teaser
mother is house wife. When she is student of class nine just this time knowing a boy he is
serviced at Dhaka city. Among doing our afire two tree years, When I passed SSC wait
fore admit this time, he is request me to admit at Dhaka . But my family doesn’t like it
after all I come with him to at Dhaka and admit Dhaka collage some days stay collage
hostel every day evening time we come out for tour here to there and doing too happy
life. In time one day he is request me to go hotel and stay one night with him and get
married. Also before many times he is offer me to get married, so I can’t ignore his
request we stay at hotel and live together. From the day we continue meet and going live
together among going happily our life tree four month but the happy life not can bear
long lime. When I feel I am going mother and told him about the mater and as son as get
married than start distant our relationship, many time he is request me and try to kill my
coming son. But I am going against him one time. From the time we gone divided till today

10. not m eetwith him and I don’t know whe re is now live him . You know when we going d ivided
from any o the r th an I fe e l too he lp less no one com e to he lp m e, m any tim e try to sosaid
bu t I can’t do th at at I got he lp from a nurse she is he lp m e, m any way at fas t m y
de live r o the r nu rsing job and living house all I got by he r he lping m e be god send he r to
he lp m e. You know now a d ay I fee l I am too happy I have not m ore th inking ju s t like
doing re laxing living life until be fore d ie. O k com e to m e th an she is open he r all clo thes
from he r bod y and to ld m e tonigh t I show you m y bod y you can use it by you r won wishes.
Really th is nigh t she has m ake m e too happy the fu ll nigh t we not gone s leep the fu ll
night going talking and open bod y figh ting. I take las t chance next d ay m orning 1 0.30 am
when we go open bod y in wash room both toge the r and washing any one us bod y in tim e
take wash room gam e p lay im age. Afte r wash we ge t re ad y and com e ou t from hote l to
hospital. This is m y las t m eetwith he r because th is d ay e vening I ge t re lies from the
hospital and com e back m y village house. Also I will try to m eetwith he r when com e in
at D haka city bu t not found he r. In tim e I we ll try to com e back m y norm al life , one tim e
I can do th at. Again I s tart s tud y but god not gives m e chance to s tud y, because when I
ge t p reparation fo r next ye ar second ce rtificate exam . Bu t exam tim e ou r p rincipal to ld
m e you r adm it card not com e from exam board to ou r hand you can’t jo in t the running
exam . S om e tim e bu rgeoning with the p rincipal one tim e I will th row chair to the p rincipal
he ad and as soon as go ou t away from co llage boundary to bus s tand to ou r capital
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m ega city D haka way, close s tud y life to try to job . th is is at 1 to alone traveling
out side from our house area and behind my family eye, don’t know any one my familiar
about this traveling. I don’t say them about this travel. If I say anything them about
my traveling they never can permit ion me to travel, and I have not to enough time get
permit ion from them. Because when I will come out from collage than flow me police for
hit the principal. When I reach bus to ship cabin I look a nice full girl my side cabin with
an older women. I come out put my traveling bag in side cabin sited a chair and I look the
girl flow me, than nock me, my friend advice. I call the girl come here but she has gone in
side the cabin, I feel little worried me be my looking is wrong she is not flow me, I thinking
that if have any man with them and ask me why I call her what can I say him, till stay
the ship on border I can’t flow to her. When start moving the ship Dhaka way and reach
over cannel to river around coming little dark I slowly looking them and feel little
tension free feeling when see no body with them, only she stay out side the cabin and
older women in side the cabin. Slowly I go near the girl where she sited a chair have
empty other chair I say her excuse me, can I talk with you. She told me sure why not
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have a chair please. I say thank you, she you welcome, at 1 I ask her where is you want
to go and who is the older women. She told me she is my grand mother and we want to go
Dhaka lalbag at our home. She asks me where you want to going. my answer same
Dhaka. Again she ask me Dhaka where my answer I don’t know. She asks me again why
you don’t so you can tell me what are problems you feel. I said her about my story when
she heard my story, she said so sad. Also request me to go with her in time I request her
take tea or cold anything she said tea is ok, with Offer me to take diner with them I say
ok. Cabin boy bring three tea for us we take tea in time unfortunately my hand touch her
Brest, as soon as I say sorry but she said no problems its ok. When finish tea we going in
side the cabin and talking with her grand mother, she is an jockey women, I talking with
her she easily told me you come talk with me or feeling with my naïf, and ask me what is
your name, where are you live? I answer her question among time come our diner we take
diner and talking about many side, finish diner after some moment I come out side from
cabin for smoking. I sited a chair and take a cigarette than the girl catch my hand and
said I don’t like it and throw the cigarette to in river. I ask her what you like she
emotionally told me I don’t know what is my choice me be I guess her feeling in time I
take a chance put a kiss her lip, when I put kiss at her lip she told me what is nonce sing?
Than I start kissing here to there around her full face to nick, one time she is caught my
body by her both hand and said slowly I love you. I will say I love you too, and run my
hand her full body in the chance. I feel very happy feelings and when I ask her how is
feel your feelings, she told very well, also I feel very happy my dear, kiss me more, love
me, love me, or kill me, I request her come in my cabin and quite please, if heard any body
doing big problems. She is put my request and promise with me when sleeping her grand
mother than she coming in my cabin. I thinking she told me lie, not come back from them
cabin. But no she is not said lie with me, she come back from them cabin and stand front
me before I in my cabin and told me my grand mother gone sleep. When she come than we
in the cabin and happily gone live together full night early morning we go to fresh room,
I wash her body and she wash my body, I take last kiss after fresh, she in them cabin I
along come back my cabin and try to sleep because full night not going bed. When I wake
up I see nobody in the ship, the girl and her grand mother is gone, as soon as I leave from
the ship some time stay ship terminal looking here to there but not pound them, than I
move away and thinking where can I stay any religion house or hotel, I come in Dhaka
city for work, if stay hotel need more money. I get decision stay my brother in low house,
take some fruit and move the way. When I reach the house them feel very happy and
pleasurably them want to know how is me, what time I will come in Dhaka, how is my
family and request me live long time with them. Also they are living a normal life, not
capacity to keep some one with them. Because the living more family in one small home,

11. pu t by partition, the y d isplay a norm al doubl bed , with a singl bed m id way little gap
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on ly can one pe rson com e and back. O ne d ay nigh t m y cousin b ro the r in low go citagong
fo r b rings som e riksha parts because he is a riksha m echanic. When he is le ave from the
house th is tim e he to ld m e two th ree d ays can s tay in citagong not going any we re until I
com e back. I will say to him ok b ro the r, no p rob lem you can trave l fee l fre e until I s tay
at you r house. When his gone I am alone with his wife and m e at hom e,his le ave from
house at nigh t 1 0-30 pm . We go bed I am at singl bed and she is at doubl bed , when we
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gone bed fo r s leep th an I heard a wom en crying sound from ou r side room , oh no, no, you
wan t to kill m e, owho, aha, s lowly, s lowly am ong afte r som e tim e, s top crying sound
now the wom en em otional talking with the m an, th an I ask m y sis te r in low you he ard
any wom en crying sound and why she is crying? S he said yes I heard and why you wan t
know th at and you don’t know why she is cry? C om e m y bed I to ld you why she is crying.
Actu ally I fee l ve ry bad when heard cry the wom en, when she calls m e as soon as I go
he r bed. When I re ach he r bed, she em otionally asks m e you don’t know why she is cry,
th an she catches m e and se t m y bod y with he r bod y. I fee l ve ry happy when touch he r
bod y with m y bod y, in tim e I run m y hand he r fu ll bod y. When I run m y hand to he r bod y I
fe e l by m y hand is fu lly open he r bod y not has little clo thes he r bod y. U nfortunate ly m y
hand going Bres t to nave l to in vagina, when m y hand to rches he r vagina I fe e l he r
vagina is swim m ing by wate r. I can’t wait as soon as s tart p lay the gam e, from the
m om entcontinue run ou r gam e until com e back m y cousin b ro the r in low. Le aving tim e he
to ld m e two th re e d ays also he is s tay the re m ore one week, when he com e back afte r we
m eetand p lay the gam e when got a little gap. O ne d ay non tim e m y cousin b ro the r in low
goes to new m arke t in gap we jo in the gam e p lay but not looking he re to the re have any
bod y o r not. S o when we s tart p lay th is tim e flo w us a young girl from ou r side room . S he
is a garm ents worke r s tay he re with he r cousin b ro the r. When finish ou r p lay she is com e
ou r room and to ld us I looked all those you doing. I ge t we aried when she to ld like th at
bu t m y cousin wife don’t care to he r also she to ld don’t worry if you wish can you p lay
the gam e with to he r. I can’t be lie ve th at I said re ally th an she call to he r som ki com e to
he re as soon as she is com e to ou r bed. When she has com e at our bed I see m y cousin ask
to he r what you see sexy! O the r way s tarts open he r clo thes from he r bod y and to ld m e
can you s tart you p lay I am to go ou t. When she has gone ou t som e tim e I take flo w the
young girl swee t sexy open bod y. Really it so swee t m edium tail sim sum bod y figu re white
skin ab le beautifu l face likes a d isplay doll. If it e atab le I m uste at it. Afte r all I
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will try e at it lip to foo t and going ou r open bod y gam e p lay also 1 time she has try to
cry mid way going well last time she has not can bear at last stop the play before st
complete our game. I feel very happy to play with her if I can’t fill my hungry. When 1
time plays with the young girl than I feel hungrier to play with her, this night I can’t
sleep because all time display her face to my eye. Next day morning I get a plant to
bring her at any sweet able hotel where don’t hear any one her crying sound. Morning
time when she has get ready to go garments right this time I call her and request to go
watching film than she going agree and told After 5 pm when she has get free from
garments job. This day morning 8am to 5pm going very badly after 5 pm I well get ready
and wait out side of the garments for her when finish her duty. When she come out from
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garments than as soon as we move to film hall way by a taxi at 1 we go at hotel and
take some soft drink in time start film we in hall. This day the have little free we take
two site won our choice last line at wall side. When start film than start my play take
her body full time my hand not get a moment rest. When finish watching film we take
diner a hotel near the hall. After diner I ask her where we can go now than she told me
as your wishes I got little bare from her I said really ok we stay a hostel to night.
When I said stay at hostel than she has going quite for some time and look at me after
tell me its ok but my cousin I said that is not mater you told him you go you’re an friend
house is enough. She is thinking some time after told me nutty boy I know at now why you
bring me to watching film. We go to hostel at 11 pm and contract a doublestbed room. One
hour we passing watching TV after 12pm we start our play the game at 1 open her all
clothes from her body and bring her at fresh room for wash her body I wash her body and
she is wash my body. After fresh some time take looking and socking her head to foot.
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Also first touch as soon as out my water 2 time who is hears her crying sound. Here I
feel some thing when she has cry this time got more sex power that’s why I can’t control
my won self one time I see she has going quite. I get worried and stop pushing. When I stop
after some time she nock me and catch by her both hand than start pushing again. I am
not sure the play duration less than one hour. After this play we have quite half an
hour because we feel too weak play this game. Really this night I get satisfied to play
with her also feel too happy when after wakeup we go in wash room and joint play the
in wash. After wash we come out from hostel and full day tours here to there evening
time come back at home. This night I take rest not go to any other bed and bring any one
won my bed, because I feel too weak for last night play the game with her, after diner I
will go to my bed for sleep. Morning time when I wakeup and go to wash room than look
me the garments worker cousin wife. She calls me at her room and asks me last night
where we live? I get worry and feel too nerves when she has ask me like that. She is
flow me and told me don’t worry today my husband go to his village house one week stay
there, so you can feel free give me the answer also I hear all my husband cousin sister. I

12. te ll he r what you hear from you husband cousin sis te r? Than she to ld m e why you don’t
te ll m e like th at you s tay at hote l and p lays the fu ll nigh t take he r young bod y so you
ge t m arried with he r. I have quite th an she to ld m e again don’t worry dear he has o the r
choice so tonigh t you s tay at m y room and p lay with m e th at gam e ok. If you said no I
to ld abou t m y entire husband so ge t re ad y we go to m arke t. What can I do th is m om entI
ge t re ad y to go with he r when we com e ou t from house to m arke t way by rishka th is tim e
she to ld m e you know whe re we go at firs t we go to film hall afte r at hote l and th is
night we s tay at hote l ok. I said ok if little worry afte r all fee l happy got the new
face . If she has a m arried pe rson afte r all she is new fo r m e o the r wish now a d ay
m arried unm arried is sam e because all is useabl . Also I be lie ve th at now a d ay no one
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can’t find ou t a pure girl (who not use he r vagina by boy frie nd & to y) he r age gone ove r
fifte en ye ars. S o th is d ay I got a new idea, all ways I he ar girls he art open but not open
them m outh, also I see when we go at hoste l in ou r bed room as soon as she open he r
clo thes one by one from he r bod y and to ld p le ase com e and s tart p lay I can’t wait. The
fu ll nigh t she has not give m e take re s t a m om entam ong going one week afte r all when
he r husband com e back from them village house th is tim e she is call m e to p lay with he r
when he r husband go to ou t side from the house. In tim e he r husband cousin sis te r go ou t
away with he r boy frie nd and I fee l to talk with he r husband & m y cousin b ro the r look m e
doubt fu lly about them wife th an I com e ou t from the house and take decision go ou t from
D haka city behind wom en face . Bu t I wan t to say sorry fo r th at wom an ne ve r catches
fre e m e. I re ach railway s tation to go chitagong city at 9.30 pm . when s tart rail le ave
from the s tation as soon as I in the rail but not found any site . What can do s tand up
hung a cabin window, be fore I can’t flo w in cabin a swee t fu ll girl alone re ad a book.
When le ss th an 1 1 .30pm a cabin boy com e to se rve co ld d rink with cake and to ld m e go
ou t from the window. Jus t the m om entI look at in the cabin and see a nice fu ll girl re ad
a book. When I look at in cabin th an the cabin boy te ll m e why you look in the cabin go
ou t from the window. When the cabin boy to ld m e go ou t from the window I take aim to
go away from the window also th is is m y firs t rail way jou rne y I don’t know what is the
rail way ru le . Afte r wall I not say anyth ing to the cabin boy so I don’t why again he
asks m e you know the m adam when I take aim go away from the cabin window. When he
ask m e you know he r I have quit som e tim e and th inking what can I say to him afte r I got
a idea use the chance I say ye a she is m y re lative . Those I talking with the cabin boy all
he ard the cabin swee t girl. When I said she is m y re lative th an the cabin girl call m e
com e in and orde r the cabin boy b ring to te a in m y cabin. When I go in cabin she ask m e
angrily e ve r you knowing m e be fore look he re the re and what type o f m y re lative you?
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What you wan t. 1 time I am going worry and keep quit won self just when stop her
talking I normally show my id and tell her forgive me you are so sweet girl also tell
her my little story . When show my id and told my story she has looked me normally and
ask me where you want to go I say her cittagong. She again told me where you want go
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in cittagong. I tell her 1 target rich cittagong rail station after I don’t know where I
will go. She again told me you joking with me, I said sorry madam really I don’t know
where I want to go and this is first time tour my cittagong city. She told me again so why
you want to go cittagong for tour or meet you any relative I said sorry madam not tour
and meet to relative I want to there for searching a job. O I c she said again really you
want a job I say yea and request her to help me for arrange a job. She told me sure
why not so what type of job you know. I said sorry madam I have not idea any type of
job. I will try to do any type of job and I am sure I will do that. When I said like that
she told me ok I test you tonight if you do successes you can sure confirm your job. I said
advance thank you very much really I never forget you generosity. In time come our
diner we take diner after diner the cabin boy bring two coca cola for us. We drink coca
cola and talking in time I flow my watch 11.30 pm and take permition for a cigarette.
She said ok you well do with give me a magazine front side many open picture and tell me
take preparation for test. When I got the magazine that I guest some thing what type of
test she has want. This time 12 pm I look she open clothes from her body one by one after
go in wash room in time I flow the magazine. When I go flow the magazine I look in
magazine all is sex story about boy friend with girl friend, sister with brother, doter
with father, mother with son also too sex story the can’t bearable & control won self.
When I read story I am going like crazy in time come out the girl from wash room fully
open body I can’t control won self look that as soon as I bring her at bed and start play
with her before knowing anything. Also this time I can’t win play with her because as
soon as out my power. After play I go to wash room and wash my body take rest some
time start again the play with her. I don’t know this time where I got the sex power less
than one hour duration our play after all I not feel little weak. Also she is many time
try to cry but can’t cry because I will stop her mouth by my hand. When stop our play I
look to her like chance less she can’t talk with me after half an house she told me when
come back her chance you are successes I am fell. Also told me please live me alone I
feel too weak I want sleep if you wish can sleep with me, also if you can promise me you
not disturb me again I said ok you can believe me I never disturb you if you not wishes
that controlian power I have so give me permition to catching you she told me ok I like it.
We gone deep sleep catching anyone when I wakeup this time I see I am alone at in the
cabin the girl has gone. I don’t know where is she gone and why she has gone anything

13. wrong also m ore to m ore th inking add m y m em ory. When I th inking about the girl th is tim e
com e a rail s trap and to ld m e whe re you wan t to go the rail go back to D haka p le ase
le ave from the rail. As soon as I com e ou t from the rail to rail s tation som e tim e s tand
up and flo w the cittagong city open sky. Really it’s so swee t the cittagong city around
big, big hill s tand up with green tre e cove ring the hill. Any new one if flo w the cittagong
city from little pe r him is th inking it’s a hill & green tre e city .Because hill & tre e
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cove ring the city. 1 I thinking like that when come out from rail. It is my first cittagongst
come when I go in city after I knowing about it. Anyhow when I come at in city at 1 go
to a restaurant take break fast after break fast fire a cigarette and thinking where
can I go & what can I do this moment. Try to found job here to there come out from the
restaurant but no one look at me by them kind full eye. When not found job find out a
relative house and stay there some says with charging job here to there one tell my
relative arrange me a job. But not benefit my relative told me you can’t bear here hart
work job so batter you stay with me how many days you wishes and tour here to there
& get looking here nice full seen after go back at to home not charging job. I can’t
support his talk I will leave from his house road and thinking where can I go & stay the
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2 mega city of Bangladesh. Here hotel charge too high if I take site at hotel can’t stay
more days at in the city. So I will church job with relative addressee if not get any job
at last evening time got a little per relative addressee with my cousin brother he is come
out same like me. They one time stay my cousin house before long years they leave the
house. In time we don’t knowing where is they are living my cousin brother here from some
one they are living in cittagong city near cittagong big cow market. We start churching
around the cow market from morning 9 am to evening 5pm but not get them location we
ask many one no one knowing them. Also how knowing this is city many person live here
and they are busy one, one work live to life. After all we take decision comes back not
pound them thanks god right this time when we call a rishka driver to come back the
driver knowing us. Also know them our relative location he is reaching us by his rickshaw
and request us to stay one day his house. We stay more one week this house but not get
any job we pound any type of job at last try to for agriculture job sorry to say god
not pepper us. So what can do and how many days can stay a relative house other wish
they are not like wealthier man them like take hand to mouth. We take decision leave
from the house and take rent two site a mach house in time I get a naïve location he is
stay a big empty six Flore plat house like a caretaker. When I go there and request him
to stay with him at in this house. He said no problems but the house wait for rent after
rent you can’t live here this house. I say ok some day stay with you when got any type of
job I will go. He said ok I bring my bag from my cousin relative house with divided us two
way my cousin stay March take a single site I come to my naïve who stay a big house
like caretaker. I got an empty plate house to live but not get a job where not pound me
garments, iron factory, shoes factory, shopping mal, agriculture filed at village area
but they told me I can’t do the agriculture job, at last go to do construction work there
system every day peasant salary 80 taka to 160 take per day also there have a like
labor sealing market. One morning 6 o’clock I will go there sale my won self for one day
thank god I am going sale for this day 80 taka with 4/5 person there project side
contractor bring us by rishka to project. When we come the project I see there have st
other many worker I am labor there my duty help the rod cutting with a technician at 1
he told me hold a rod to cutting when I hold the rod un presently the touch my finger and
out little blood. The flow there side contractor than he call me at restaurant and tell
me take break fast after break fast give me five hundred take and told me today work
at three Flore you can’t carry out concrete there and this work not for you so, you
shall try to find out any market or other any place which day I have normal work I will
call you. Also he told me the five hundred take I give you self free if you have able to
pay this time you can pay me or not no problems you can feel free spans the money. Some
time I will think about the money can take or not at last return back the money to the
side contractor after I come away find out other work also this time I have no money
take something for eat. Next day go to brick broken bade luck same problems there they
told me I can’t Brock the brick. When every one says I can’t do this heard job and the
heard job not for me so where got normal job and who give me like the job after what
can I will do come back at home carry many question won head. From the day not got out
for churching job. Also two tree days only take water I have no money for buy food.
Among going 3/4 days after come an electrician for replace and maintenance
electricity two days I work with him also not give me one taka and not ask me I take
meal or not but told me he is give me my work money when he got the work bill. When
finish the work and gone the electrician after I will clean the hole house thank god
cleaning time I got tree small vale. After five days take food sale the valve among
going again 3/4 days without food, after 3/4 days open my luck me be god flow at me.
One morning time ringing cooling bell as soon as I go to get and look a nice full women if
she has mid ages white skin smart body figure like foreigner, she is ask me you are care
taker this house? I said no my friend is care taker at this house, he is go out side you can
tell me if you want any type of help and have any message to him. She said no just I
want a helper who can clean this house because we take rent this house and tomorrow
we want to sift our house. I say ok I will do this you don’t worry just you tell me what

14. can I will do? S he to ld m e b ring ou t the house whol fu rnitu re at up of rope fo r d ray and
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cle an all afte r cle an re p lace the fu rnitu re . I will s tart do like th at noon tim e she is
com e to see when I b ring ou t all fu rnitu re and cle an two floo r. S he is looking all and
fe e l too happy see m y work give m e five hund red taka fo re lunch. This is m y at firs t
incom e won m y life also I got the m oney when I th ree / fou r d ays hungry not can take
food fo r m oney. When got the m oney re ally I fe e l too happy as soon as cle an all afte r
go hote l take lunch afte r lunch com e back at house by rickshaw. When com e back at
hom e th an I ou t m y change am ong going two tre e hours I don’t know nothing abou t the
m om ent. When com e back m y change I look at watch e vening 4pm as soon as I go back m y
won duty re p lace the fu rnitu re in one hour com pl te m y work. Afte r 5pm com e the wom an
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tou rs with look fu ll house. Afte r tou r to ld m e who is he lp with you do the work? I say no
bod y I do th is by won se lf. S he said again re ally do you alone th is work I said ye ah so
you can be lie ved th at. S he said ok th anks and give m e m ore 2,500 (two thousand and five
hund red taka). When I ask he r about the m oney she is to ld the m oney fo r you r work.
Really I can’t be lie ve won se lf the m oney got by won work. Going th is d ay next d ay com e
them som e goods from o ld house I he lp with them to in the goods. This d ay I got m ore two
thousand taka fo r the he lp. Third s d ay when com pl te shifting m orning tim e com e the re
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house hole worke r I look in them a girl so swee t looking also m ake swee t he r d resse r
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bod y fitting d ress . At 1 I thinking she is foreigner after I knowing she is out countries
girl. Anyhow when complete shifting now come our leaving time the house madam give use
one thousand one thousand taka. Madam when give use money this the care taker request
to her put continue his job but madam said we have already government security person
and ask me where are I am going I said at home because no one give me job. When I say
like that no one give me job than she said why I say her I don’t know why they thinking I
can’t do work you know I am in three month at cittagong city no one give me a job. Also
you know before three days I have not money to go back at home or eat. You know last
¾ days I live without food, now I have enough money to go back at my won home so what
can I do when no one give me job than madam said don’t worry I give you job. From today
you stay here your duty just give me company when I go fore tour here to there ok. I say
yeas madam thank you very much really I wishes like that. Start my duty from the day I
am second commander at the guest house. My duty receive new guest with enter dairy and
going tour with madam. Also have more duty every night check guest room every thing is
ok or not. Here I have to say some thing humans never can’t save won self if god not
saves them. It’s my practical knowledge I can’t know about other person I can’t save
won self from woman body! One time I will promise won self I never meet again any
native woman but I am fall here I can’t put my won self promise. One night when I go to
check a Chinese woman guest room I look inside the room nobody in the room I am won duty
checked all is ok when I open the wash room door for check I see the Chinese guest stand
up open body in wash room ahead at mirror. She is looking her open body figure by mirror
really its so sweet looking .when I see the seen as soon as I take aim to come out from st
the room. But I can’t do that before she is call me and ask me why I come in her room, 1
I feel worried when she ask me why I come in her room I say to her madam send to check
this room. So you need anything more tell me I will bring you ok she said yeas now I want
some one you can bring me I say sure why not. But I don’t know what are some one means
when she said again ok bring now one boy less than 20 years older body figure like you!
When she told me like that I tell her sorry madam I can’t understood what you want to
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say me than she told ok your checking finish all room I say no at 1 come your room she
said ok check other room. When checking and finish your duty come back my room ok I say
yeas madam. I leave from the room and check other room after checking I go office room
take permission to go bed madam said ok you can go just check three Flore madam room
she has call you. What I can do this is my duty I go at three Flore in Chinese madam
room. When I reach in the room I see the madam still have open body and told so lat
young boy close the door I can’t wait. Tonight you sleep with me at my bed and made me
happy the permission I get from your madam don’t worry coming soon I am ready to play
with you than she is open my shirt pant and start kissing here to there around my full
body. One time I am forget all my promising start kissing her and joint play the open
body game. This night going very happily after all I got Girl Company after long days
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less than tree month also she is foreigner girl. It’s my 1 game with foreign girl other
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wish I am 1 foreign boy for the girl. I feel happier when told me the girl she is meeting at
first any foreign boy and really feel very happy for that those never got from any
other. Also she is request me weekly Thursday & Friday give company with her like
husband wife. She is stay there three month in the three month we continue going weekly
two days live together. When she is leave from the guest house this time request me to go
china with her or get marriage her if I get marry to her she has not go back her
homeland of china. But I can’t put her request because this time I have not enough money
to get marriage & maintenance a family also I have not enough age to get marriage.
But I can’t understand that to her she is going angry and go back. When she is gone some
days my feeling going very bad for her, after some days I come back normal feelings
when got other many girls at my bed. I stay six month at in the guest house in time I got
less than ten girls won my bed they continue joint play the open body games. I got in
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one china o the r Kore an one H indu Bangladeshi re quests m e to ge t m arried . 1 come china
the relation stay three month until she has live in of Bangladesh at in the guest house.
When she is go back china after some days going very badly and I feel too nervous in
time one day noon time I thinking about the china girl stay at the guest house third floor
balcony. This time come the balcony a Hindu girl and ask me what is thinking me and why
look like nervous able my face I say no nothing she is a cocker at the guest house. She is
again request me to say what is my problems than I say her about my china girl. When
she has heard all about her she told me o I c nothing you’re thinking no benefit when she
has gone. So why you going to make relationship with foreign bard you don’t look any
choice full dashy girl to make relationship, I yea I look many one but no one look at me!
She said really no it wrong actually you not looking clearly if you look must you see
and feel than she has gone away. After some moment I hear crying sound from her bed
room. As soon as I go there in at her bed room and ask her what is problems she told me, I
don’t know before some moment I feel pain in my down belly under navel. I request her to
check what is problems she said yea please I put my hand her under navel bally and
amusing her bally navel to vagina space. When I run my hand around her navel than she
has going quit, after some moment she told me why you put your hand in my under bally
you my husband! So you get marriage me? Stop my mouth some moment I have quite and
thinking. But this time I can’t get real decision because I have bear the mirror moment
over control won self st that’s why I say yea I will get marriage you and joint the sex
play game. This is my 1 meeting & plays with any Hindusstgirls really its too cool than
other girls. I have practical experience about the play 1 time I can’t duration more them
fifteen minutes joint the open body game play with any girls. Also it
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s 1 time duration my play less than thirty minutes joints the open body game with the
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Hindu girl. 2 time less than one hour among going some days our relationship one day
after noon look us a mid age girl when we play. Her age me, be less than twenty eight.
When she looks us as soon as I say sorry to her with catch her both leg and say forgive
us not said madam about it. But she told all about the madam. Nothing at all madam
call us and say not good it and how other person looked also you Muslim she is Hindu so
do anything be carefully. After some time more than half an hour madam call me at her
bed room and told me to night after eleven pm come at my room not forget I will check
your power. When she has told me like that I get worried after all she is madam also she
is owner I will go at 11.30 in at her room carry little worry won behind. When I rich her
room I see she has make ready red soft drink with some food just wait for me. We take
drink in time I flow to her really looks able sweet looking today her look like Hindus
Davie. One time I tell to her you are so sweet madam when I say like that she is feel too
happy and told me what you see own me than she start open her clothes with start
dancing and call me come joint with me really its very happy moment. Some time we
dancing like mad, after go wash room for washing after wash we come back at in bed
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and start our play. 1 play time go out my all worry when start crying the madam also
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I don’t know from where got the super sex power me be for soft drink. 2 play time she
has gone chance less but I am sorry I can’t control own my self I doing play by her
chance less body one time I gone sleet at her body put my panic in her vagina. From the
day we meet like husband wife. Also I got a site her side room if her husband don’t like
that after all her husband come to meet with her monthly one more than two time and
stay more than two/three days. The two/three days I sleep out side but not stop our
play when got a free moment we use the time. Every day we wakeup morning 6 am boss
wakeup 9.30 to 10 am in time we take chance fore play the game. In time boss mind
madam but thank god not mind me he is mind madam with security man and too bargaining
with him and riles him from the job, come new security so we care full from the moment.
Two three days we not meet live together I feel too nervous and feel hungry to meet her
but can’t do that in time one noon time I am ready to go in wash room. When I go open the
wash room door than come a girl sound who are you? Please wait some moment I say ok.
When I say ok than she open the door and call me come in, me be she is under stood my
sound. I go in the wash room and those I see that never hope able I never hopping look like
her openly, because every one call her big sister practically she is big like a baby
elephant. When I go in wash room I see fully open her body she is wash her body with
talk with me, but I look her sweet open body with talking one time I say to her very nice
your body big sister than she look at won her body and as soon as try to covering her
open body. But she has not enough time before I catch her body embossing her Brest, body
with knocking her vagina in wash nd room also I am fail first time I can’t rep her vagina
hole because its have too tight. 2 time I am successes rep her tight vagina hole but can’t
fully drive before the house big sister start crying. This day I got a new idea with come
back my brave drive about fat girl. Before drive the house big sister I have worried sex
drive with fat girls my think they carried heavy sex power. Go out the worry drive the
fat girl also I see the fat girls too weak bear the drive they can’t bear loge time like
other normal girls. The fat girl made me very happy also I can meet with too freely
because no one mined us. Every one owner the house big girl, I meet to with her day night
when I feel her. But our relation not duration long days more than fifteen days from
start our relation she is go to her house after not come back until I stay there. But not

16. m iss m y targe t I gu tted one by one when she is gone th an com e o the r one am ong going m y
cittagong se rvices life , and at las t lose m y the good se rvices fo r the girls . O ne tim e com e
the m adam dote r & son from Ind ia fo r s tay with them m othe r sum m ervacation tim e. They
s tay o f Ind ia fo r s tud y the son age m e be fifte en ye ars and dote r age e le ven ye ar m ore
th an the y got th ree m onth vacation tim e and them take decision the th ree m onth s tay of
in Banglad esh. Mad am to ld m e re ce ive them from Zia in te r national airpo rt. When I go st
re ce ive them le se th an fifte en m inute I have s tand up like a doll look the dote r m e be 1
time I look any foreign beauty full girl. I bring them from airport to house by them
private car the boy (miron) doter (miren) miron sited left side at in car miren mid place I
am right side in care. My left side miren I sited put little gape between us after all she is
my madam doter if she is min it no one time we come too near she is sleep put her head at
my arm. I can’t explain the moment happiness really I am very happy man by my mind
until not miss my any target if some time take long time. When she has put her head at
my arm than change my mind slowly, slowly I will try to run my hand behind carry
little wary. I get her body image by my hand so soft her body till now she is not saying
any thing than I got braver slowly; slowly I put my hand at her Brest. When I put my
hand at her Brest than little jacking her body as soon as out my hand after some
moment again in my hand at her Brest so soft her Brest but in side hard like apple me be
stile no one touch I put my both hand at her Brest with try to make soft her Brest in time
stop the car. Unpresently I ask to Driver why stop car he told me sir, we come at home.
As soon as control my hand from her under frock and call her miren no she has quite
after call miron hurry up we reach at home he is go out from the car but miren until
sleeping put her head at my arm. In time boss come down from up and told me please don’t
disturb her sleeping also he is request me can please carry her down to up than I say
sure why not you don’t worry with say my mind I will see like that. When I carry her by
my arm this time I feel her soft body fully image so soft her body like I feel I will carry
a cotton bag also feel very happy when feel her soft Brest knocking at my body really
that is extra image extra happiness moment. The extra happy moment I can’t keep long
time just down to up after put her at in her bed than finish. Me, be happy moment not
comes fore long time and the happier can’t keep long time her happiness. Anyhow when I
put her at bed this time I will flow to her she has not sleepy mod she is normally told me
thank you also show little emotional mod. After all I go my won way evening time boss
call me again reserve three domestic line air ticket Dhaka to Cittagong I will do
tomorrow morning 10 am. Till morning 9 am I am not sure who is third person go with
them Dhaka to Cittagong in time many time miren ask me you not going with us cittagong
because last one day she is come too near at me all ways she call me when want go out
side than call me among one time she is call me in wash room to help wash her open body.
I don’t know what is her target and what she is want from to me after all I am a too
young boy just I over 17nth years old I feel start worry look her situation if look and
knowing boss /madam what are them thinking other wish still she has carried baby age
that is big problems if she has come over adult age nothing care them because they are
believe free sex. When she has call me in wash room less than five minute I have stand up
like doll look her young sweet able body up to down is same steel level not growing
under hair clearly. If her age under eleven years look like her body figure eighteen
years adult girl, I run my hand to her full body make by shop when my hand going her
under vagina than push a finger in her vagina hole but she is not say anything just I feel
little jacking her body after all I will control my self look my job. But at last I can’t
control my self and hold my job. When boss told go to cittagong with miron and miren
driver reach us airport we take boding card my bad luck I got boding card with miren and
miron got another site. When we take our site miren told me I am very happy to got
boding card with you! I tell her why she told me really I feel very happy when got you
near, also you know when I look you than start knocking my inside still I can’t guess the
feelings, for what knocking my inside me, be I love you behind my mind. Please tell me I am
doing right you love me! I have quite some moment with thinking about the girl, also
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thinking about my won life because the 1 time I hear this word “I love you “openly from
a girl and I hear the word from a foreign girl. After I say sister its wrong because you
are Korean / I am Bangladeshi other way I am poor man you are Reich girl and our
distance I am servant your mom you her doter. After all she told me I don’t want to
know that just I want you. From the moment change my mind I will try to love st and her
start openly meeting. This day when we arrived Dhaka to Cittagong house at 1 we go in
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wash room and start playing open body fighting game play this is st my life I got full
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image first time play with any girls. I can’t believed won my self 1 time I will drive less
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than half an hour, before 1 time I can’t drive more than 10 minutes. Now I have question
the power come from where what have behind it also I feel very happy the driving moment
the full driving time I feel I will rap a wall like drill machine fore make a hole. The play
makes me like crazy person all ways I feel hungry do the play but I can’t do that
because madam keeping her won lap and tour here to there bring her together. Among
going three four days I can’t meet with her and not got talking chance thanks god after
four days god look us boss call to madam for urgent go to Dhaka in chance miren told
her mother she is stay here at the house. Until her mother don’t know about our
relationship when request miren to her mother fore stay her than her mother say ok she