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9. My name is Keith Jackson A.K.A. the "Karma
Kid." A reformed player that was finally ready to
settle down but first I owe women and I must
repent! This is how it all began, one fall morning
on the Friday before Sweetest Day. As usual I
was purposely feuding with all four of my girls
so I wouldn't have to juggle all of them in one
day. My history of being the player that always
gets caught has gotten old as my boss warned
me last night, one more altercation at work and I
would be axed! As usual i burned me a good one
and drank my coffee to the morning news as I
got dressed, all I saw and heard on the news was
"Love is in the air". As I proceeded to work
there were lobing couples everywhere, at bus
stops, driving and walking hand in hand. Pulling
into work there were more promos for Sweetest
Day and more of me was saying, oddly in my
mind, I could go for one woman to honor and
cherish. I thought, "What's wrong with me? Am
I growing up and old at the same time or finally
becoming a man at the age of 25?" My job as a
sales man at a gear shop keeps me "fresh to def"
which has the women that come in flirting their
10. way to too many one night stands to mention,
but most men would envy and most women will
frown at! By it being a slow morning and me on
the floor alone my boss took an early lunch and
went to the bank, which left me all alone with
the guard and the owner which is when i usually
get my Mack on the most. As I changed the
window display I finally caught me a "crotch
watcher". I knew how to get a woman's attention
plus my light blue boxers do stand out of my
black denim jeans. She was the plain Jane type,
undressing me with her eyes as i did a seductive
tease dance until my boss pulled up. As I got
back to work she finally walked in and asked me
for my help but actually she stated "I just want
your number" and made a little small talk but
with an attitude as I thought "You don't look
good enough to talk like that, looking like that."
But, I just played along. As she left she said
"To be with me you will have to comb your hair",
I was working on the peazy look but she was the
one actually needed a perm. The security guard
laughed and said " You gonna let that ugly girl
talk to you like that? What's her name anyway?"
That's when a Jaguar started beeping the horn
11. outside, as she pulled off I saw that her tags said
"Rachel". The guard said "She's out of your
league, and she has a white girl's name anyway".
I usually don't mess with low maintenance
women but that Jag had boosted up her stock
without a doubt. That night she did call and
talked a whole lot of shit like she was all that
which pissed me off, but I smelled the challenge
coming on. We talked the rest of the week and
she had planned to tame this bad boy with some
good loving. Then it happened, my phone rang 5
minutes after a 2 hour conversation of planning a
beautiful day off together. It was her again,
asking what I was doing. I was honored yet
puzzled to hear her voice so soon. She then
stated that next time she comes over to my house
I better cook for her, so have some food or no
more sex. It was apparent that she had dialed the
wrong number, as I got quiet her mom picked up
the phone and told her to go to the store now,
and tell Ron you will call him back later! She
said "I'll call you back" and hung the phone up.
For a minute I didn't even hang the phone up, I
just sat there speechless. Dammit, being played
by a low maintenance suburbanite? Not! How
12. stupid could I have been? Plus I look better than
her! After all that I needed a buzz. My Swag
wasn't so smooth as I cut through the alley to the
store on the next street to the store to get me a 40
ounce and some shells. Beer wasn't going to do
it I needed a drink, and I don't really drink, so I
got a 5th
of Gin and Juice. After I got back home
my phone rang, it was my cousin asking where I
was at. He caught up with me on the corner of
my street. He pulled up with two fly girls in his
car. Stan and I were first cousins and the same
age. We both had been players before we
switched it up from just humping and grinding.
He knew how to keep a harem, by being an
entertainment manager, which gives him access
to everyone; the models, dancers, singers, and all
of the behind the scenes helpers as well. He
practiced, or shall I say, he lived the art of
manipulation 24/7. We leaned on the car facing
two beautiful victims for the night, but I wasn't
even with it and he could tell. Then he
proceeded to tell me his office is ready for me to
help in the new building, and he said "I know
you ain't tripping on that ugly girl with the Jag
still. She has your nose open by the way you
13. were talking, but no car is worth being seen with
a mutt!" He goes on to say "Give me a model in
a Hooptie any day, just as long as she has some
cash and a fat ass I'm good! A ugly chick can
ruin your rep, and image is everything Cuz" By
then I had cracked my drink and took a big gulp
as I headed back to the bachelor's pad as Cuz
asked if I want some company. I said "Hell no"
and made my way inside. I turned some old
school Too $hort bitch buster music on and got
my buzz on as well. I finally calmed down and
got two Voice mails, as I listened to two
seductive messages from a couple of my sexy
buddies, I thought of how nice both women are,
but they don't trust me. So, was it the alcohol
talking? I lay there thinking how cool it would
be to spoil a deserving woman back for once in
my life. I figure I owe many tricks or treats, or
how ever you want to look at it. One day I
should pay for something. But I'm a player for
life, but, it would be nice to be able to stop my
guards and go anywhere without hiding from a
former fling I used or played with her heart and
mind. I wondered, do all women lie and cheat?
14. Just what would it be like to actually go to the
florist and sign something sweet and nice on a
card and not just re-gift a flower someone fave
me, throwing the cards away. Naw, that's just too
much self discipline and then family life comes
next, plus it would end my variety of nookie,
and I have A.D.H.D. when it comes to women
anyway. I've been told that having a lot of
women is a immaturity and I know I'm a real
man at the tender age of 25. I thought, did that
ugly bitch hit a soft spot in my heart of stone?
What made her a bitch? Because she lied about
being celibate? Does it make me an asshole
when I lie and deceive? Did it hurt of piss me off?
Once again I told God, "I don't want to be a
player no more!" but i knew the only way to
prove it was to repent. Dealing with Rachel
would only be lying to me and God or would it
be?
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one but she answered her phone and her door
plus she was bi-sexual so he keeps her.
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28. SOMETIMESSOMETIMESSOMETIMESSOMETIMES YOUYOUYOUYOU CAN'TCAN'TCAN'TCAN'T STAYSTAYSTAYSTAY
V.)V.)V.)V.) SometimesSometimesSometimesSometimes YouYouYouYou Can'tCan'tCan'tCan't StayStayStayStay---- Guess who has
A ready made
Family of 2
boys and a
infant girl?
But you meet
some people
for reasons and
seasons. Being
bi-polar plus a
liar, cheater and
klepto. Time
expired after a
year and a half
as it became too
Unhealthy to
cope as her lies
and infidelity
caught up with
her.
30. IIII NeededNeededNeededNeeded totototo KnowKnowKnowKnow That!!That!!That!!That!!
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33. DADDYDADDYDADDYDADDY DEARESTDEARESTDEARESTDEAREST
VI.)VI.)VI.)VI.) DaddyDaddyDaddyDaddy DearestDearestDearestDearest----
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Drama is around the corner
and how can she tell him who
he can have around his
Daughter?
IIII ChooseChooseChooseChoose You!You!You!You!
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