Darlyn rose villarosa_2013_5

Poetry Series
Darlyn Rose Villarosa
- 34 poems -
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May 2013
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Afraid to Love You Completely
I can’t control myself
I can’t regret all the pain
Why should I?
It all happens in a reason
I have no right to ask questions
Nor feel miserably
This is me, and I choose to be this way
And I choose to be with you
Here I am full of love around me
But still emptiness lingers
When will I be contented?
When can I say your love is enough to go through this pain?
Maybe I don’t love you enough
Or I don’t really love you at all
I don’t know
Maybe this is me, afraid to love you completely

Alone
The blood flows as tears in my eyes
No one knows what’s tearin’ me apart
How I wish someone will hold my hand
And smile at me without saying a word
Comforting me without questions
I know that I’m never be alone in this journey
But it makes me feel more alone
Coz’ I know they don’t care about me
I try to look back to feel their presence
But still I’m all alone

Can I Have You For Keeps?
Honey, I’m missing you tonight
What are you doing right now?
Are you sleeping already?
Or half awake thinking of me?
I can’t sleep thinking of you
Excited to receive a message from you
I just look at the stars above
Wishing I can be your star tonight
I want to be with you
Hoping to be close to you
Be the air that you breathe
And be the breeze that touching your lips
How I wish I can have you for keeps…

Distance
I was miserable coz I’m not with you
Immeasurable distance that comes between us
Makes me feel more desperate for longing
That someday it will be just me and you
You are hunger for the love that I could have given
And yet it was destined to be kept forever
Lock and sealed with feelings
That could never be felt again

For Ate Sette
For a dear friend that I have learned to care about
Here’s a simple poem that I hope could warmth your heart.
Before you take your vows and make some promises to the altar
I hope this will serve as a simple remembrance of you being single
Love will bring you in different roads
It may sometimes be easy but most of the times are hard to bear
Now you will learn that life is not as easy as when you’re single
When you’re single go for your dream man
Impressed him as if he will not accept you for who you are
Be mad even if he’s not wrong
And do crazy things when you’re in-love
But now life will turn differently
Patience and love must always meet
Every weakness of each other should be conquer by your strength
And trust must be stronger and faith must be powerful than anything else.
You will learn to love more your better half but don’t forget to love yourself even more
Coz’ you can’t love completely if you don’t love yourself
It is in your hands to make the bond even stronger
It is in your will to make it all happen
Be beautiful always inside and out for your better half will not even think of finding
another love
Physical appearance is important for any guy to see for the first time but beauty in the
inside will make a man stay forever in your side
Learn not to cry for little things
Learn how to be patient and sincere
Learn to enjoy each moment as if it was the last
Coz you will soon forget when it starts

For Ate Sette Speech
Time is not enough to show how much I’m thankful that God gave you to me
It’s a wonderful gift that I don’t wanna let go even in a single moment
It’s in your love that my heart only trust
And it is only in your arms that made me feel secured enough
All this time I never dream that this day will come true
A never ending fairy tale that every woman envy too
I have a prince that would guide me through and through
And I will cherish for a lifetime until forever is through
This is our fairy tale that finally comes true
And I thank God that He never fails to surprise me more
This is our biggest day
This is the truth
This is us
Saying our vows and promises
To the altar and the Above
This is our story
This is our love
Hope to be remembered and to be true in our hearts
I will be you
And you will be me until eternity

FOR JOAN’S DAUGTHER
It’s hard for me to go on separate ways
But what can I do?
I want to give all I have just for you
Even though I have to make some broken promises and sacrifices
It’s you and our future together is what’s bothers me
I want to stay with you and spent most of my time just to be with you
But my priorities lead us in different ways
I know how much you are hurting right now
But don’t forget how pain kills me just knowing you’re not in my side
If only I could make myself two at a time
I could give all the best for you and yet I have my time spending it with you
Watch you grow by my side and hear your laughs and cries
I hope that somehow I could stop the clock from ticking
So I could be there where you are and makes you feel my presence
Coz’ I’m dying here just missing your laughs
So worried if you’re just alright
I’m miserably when remembering the way you call my name
And the sound of your heartbeat as you sleeps
I just want you to remember my voice
Remember the shape of my face
Remember how much I love you
So you would not feel all alone
Coz’ my love for you will bring us together once more

For Walter Speech
Love has shown its way for us to hold on to forever
It was a gift that I found forever in you
You’re an angel that saves my drifted heart
And makes me believe that I can also find true love
Here I am holding my breathe
Listening to the music of my heart as we walk to the altar
Reminiscin’ the days that we shared
And trying to capture this moment until the end
I will stand by your side
No promises to keep
But a will to stay together
A faith that will make our bond much stronger
And a love that will make us believe in magic
This is our story
This is our love
Hope to be remembered and to be true in our hearts
I will be you
And you will be me until eternity

Forever is in You
You’re the one who makes me smile
Even there’s no reason
Every little thing you do
It makes me love you even more
Before you came into my life
I don’t know what is forever
But I found forever in you
Coz’ I believe in you and me
And I believe in forever too
I love the way you rock my world
My whole life turns up side down
I n you I found eternally
And I promise you you’ll be happy
Just ask the question honey
That I’m longing to hear from you
You will never regret it honey
Coz’ what I feel for you is true

Forgotten
I bring tears for someone who is dear to me
I let them live in life with agony
I let them suffer than let them live
But I love them very dearly
I tried so hard so they can notice me
Do things that would make them proud
And make them say I’m worthy
But all I can do is break their hearts
I’m just full of misfortunes and mishaps
I only full down the people that I love
I’m just a maggot in this world
Must be forgotten and untold

Friend
I hope I could do something to ease the pain in your heart
I wish I could wash away all the tears in your eyes
Hug you tight so you can feel that I’m always here in your side
Wanting to make it all easier to bear
I’m not a good friend
Coz I don’t know how to show you how much I care
Don’t even know how to say the right words
Or even do the right thing as a friend
I’m just useless
Wanting so eagerly to help
But don’t know how it will begin
Don’t even know how to make it all happen

Frustrations
I can build a fence to keep you in my side
I can build a wall around you to keep you safe anytime
But it’s just a wall and it’s still breakable
Even the hardest metal would melt in a fire
Like your love will fade in a matter of time
I know there’s so many ways to say goodbye
But there’s no easy way to forget someone
Specially if that someone made a wound in your heart
That even time can’t heal the pain and erase the scar
That made you fall apart without the courage to start a new life
Life beyond words and beyond time
Is not a matter of chance but a choice to leave it behind
The past that cause you so much pain and heartaches
That how much you have wanted to walk away
You always end up bending on your knees and crawl
When someone is gone
All your strength and will to live is gone at the same time
You trust no one but you always fooled yourself
You kept on believing and yet you always get frustrated
No matter how much you wait it will never came back
Coz it’s already gone

Girl
She’s like an angel
With a shining aura that captivates my heart
And lifts my soul through the clouds
It’s an instant feeling that never fades in the dark
A heavenly melody that carries me through the night
A sweet lullaby that makes me sleeps and dream of you tonight
A magical moment that I want to hold on tight
And be remembered forever
If this is love
I want to feel it again and again
Even I stumble and fall
I won’t regret that I learn how to fall.

Here I Am
Here I am waiting for a true love to come
Hoping that someone will bump my heart
And make me soar into the clouds
With you I would face all the risk just to be with you
And you came into my life
Like a thief in the night
Here I am praying softly to God that you’ll be arrested
And locked forever in each other’s heart
But if your love is not true
Just walk away
And I let you go
Coz I don’t wanna break my heart into two

If Only
All my life
I search for an answer
Whether you love me
Or am I the only one cares
Why do you have to be good to me?
If you can just ignore me
Why can’t you make it easy for me?
To erase you in my life completely
Coz’ I don’t know how long can I hide
This feeling I kept inside my heart
If only I have the guts to say how I feel
If only I have you in my life completely
If only I have…

Lost
I was bound to love you from the start
I can’t do anything to make it stop
It was your love that my heart only knows
It was your face that my mind only remembers
And it was your name that I can only utter
We start as if our sweetness can never be torn apart
Our love is too powerful to have something to hold on back
We filled the day with memories that will live through the end
That it’s was too impossible for us to live on separate ways
But look where we are now
We are both strangers in somebody’s eyes
Our love is not enough to conquer the hatred in our hearts
And continue the love where we have left behind
But the essence of the love itself was lost
Turns into ashes when we’re apart
It was not easy to imagine that with just one slip
Our love has comes to an end
Now I’m still hunger for your touch
Still longing for your love
But what can I do to teach my stubborn heart
With a pride that keep us apart
For a long time we’re lost in the dark
I want to set things right
Start all over again from scratch
Bring the broken pieces whole once more
And fill my days with magical moments with you

Love and Hurt
You differentiate the difference of love and hurt
You said when you love you never bear the hurt even you are hurting inside
But when you are hurt you learn how to love deeply
Do you have to feel the hurt before you learn how to love?
Or do I have to feel the love and be hurt at the same time?
I was hurt so many times but I ignore the pain
I learn to love but the pain is growing
Do I have to kill the love that I felt?
Or let the love heal the pain?
Which is easier a love that hurts or you are hurt because you just learn how to love?
Love sometimes is unexplainable
But hurt can answer all the questions
I know what I wrote is a puzzle which is hard to understand
A true heart can relate
A heart that is broken can understand
A heart that is learning can inspire
I guess it’s a matter of a question if you really have found true love?
Or have you ever bear the pain because you just want to say that you’re in love?
Or say you are in love but not felt like it?
Or say that you found the right one even if you think he is the worst?
Or stay with a man to save you from being single forever?
Or be with someone because you are forced to do so?
So what is love to you?

Love that can never be mine…
I was on the edge of the road
On the cliff of a mountain
Suffered from the pain that you brought
For a love that wasn’t meant for me
You love someone who’s better than me
And someone loves me much better than you
But what is love without you
I’m completely lost and gone insane
My heart is totally damaged and broken
I can’t even think right for the first time
My mind is blurred and blank
I’m so lost just thinking you’re not mine

Marites Paglikawan
With her you don’t feel being dull and lonely
She’s full of craziness and energy
She shows life to its simplicity
And never run out of jokes and comedy
Everyone see that Life for her is so easy
She always smiles, make some jokes and laugh
But is she really happy?
Does anyone hear when her heart cries?
Does anyone dare to ask if she’s alright?
Nobody try to see the different side of her
That behind her smiles is a wounded heart that afraid to be hurt again
So afraid to be drown in the ocean of loneliness
And never be save again
But you will be amazed on how she face her demons just to see her angels
Cause you will surely believe in her never ending courage
This battle of life made her even stronger
Because she sees life’s imperfection perfect
This is my cuz
And this is me
Trying to make a poem for her
And I was hoping she will like it

My Insanity
It’s hard for me to let you go
Imprisoned by my past
Hunted by my own fears
And drowned from my own emptiness
I was shattered into pieces
My emotions conquered my soul
I was trapped in my own delusions
Pampered by my own lies
Suffered from my own qualms
I can’t stop my heart from crying
Can’t stop it from deteriorating
I was weakened from endless pain
I was so insane

Pretending
Your love is what’s keeping me in unfathomable confusion
Never limit to an endless illusion
So infinite that I’m still in deeper pain
And yet it still lingers
Too busy for useless thoughts
Too busy for searching one true self
Neglecting to see the truth
And restricting the heart from pain
My heart bleeds as if it will never mend
Still looking for that love that will never be found
And yet it was already laid in my hands
Ready to take and yet taken for granted
I hide everything in a mask without a face
Sorrowful eyes behind a lovely smile
Now everything about me is a lie
I’m living with a wounded heart that groans for loathing
Here I am stuck in a world full of pretending
No one cares and dares to stay
An empty soul without a heart
Don’t know how to grief and laugh
An empty life
An empty soul
A fall without a hope
A defeat without a chance
This is all of me… useless and empty

Special Friend
We never knew each other
We never have the chance to meet
I guess you’ll always be a special person so dear to me
That no matter how far I go
I know someone will never get tired to listen in my thoughts
Through my poems
I can reach you
Through my poems
I know I’m not far from you
I know I’m not a fine writer
I can only write down the thoughts of my heart
The words I couldn’t speak nor the feelings I can’t express
I wish somehow I could inspire you
To write your own thoughts into words
And express your feelings freely

Stay
I have my heart broken once… twice… many times….
But I never feel afraid to trust and fall in love all over again
But why I feel so afraid to fall in love with you?
Why do I feel uncertainty towards you…
Is it because I know that you love more the one before me?
That you build your dreams around her and promise eternity
When she breaks your heart you also lost yourself
And you’re still yearning to take her back
Coz' I can see that you’re still hurting inside
I know when you’re with me you miss her much
I know when you’re with me you wish I was her you’re holding tight
Am I making you more alone and lonely?
Or am I not enough for you to forget her completely
I know that love is risking all you’ve got
Like in a game you have to bet all your money on your cards
Wishing you can win and take it all
That’s why I choose to stay and never let you go…
Coz I know you’ve tried to open up yourself to love once more and found me
I have accepted and love you unconditionally
I was happy just knowing you and make me feel loved…
And make me loved you…
But I can never replaced her nor be her for you
I can’t take away from you all the memories and heartaches
I can never make you mine if a part of you still wanting her
I don’t know if my love is enough to erase all the pain
And heal your wounded heart to make you find your home again…
For now… I’ll just stay here beside you…
Hold on and love you…
Until the day you finally know
If you’re gonna stay or let me go…

The Tears in My Heart
I want to get mad and get furious
I want to release the pain that’s drowning me
I want to put on God all the blame
I want to ask Him why them and why not me?
But who am I to ask the Lord Almighty
Right now I’m loosing hope as I see them weakened everyday
I feel so helpless seeing them that they can’t bear alone the pain
I want to cry out loud so anyone could feel the burden inside my heart
But no one will ever know the sorrow I’ve been dealing about
Their sympathy will only make it worst and will start to loosen my faith
I want to take the pain away from them and the burden they carrying all day
But how can I do such a thing I’m just human so weak and vulnerable
Nothing to do but to cry helplessly and ask someone to save me
I want to extend their life even I have to fight their own destiny
Coz’ I cannot hide anymore the loneliness in my eyes
I can’t even bear the sorrow in my heart

Wasted
All my days were wasted for the things I’ve done foolishly
Some little things that degrade me little by little
An unbearable pain that my heart cries mournfully
My mind scream as loud as it moans for the ache inside my heart
I’m in the ocean of sadness that drowns me into much deeper loneliness
It roars like a thunder and strike like a lightning
As if my soul suffer for emptiness
Bit by bit a part of me dies and buried in the ground
How can I mend this emptiness without messing it up again?
How can I make my life so simple if things were too complicated?
When will my dreams be realized if I don’t have time to fulfill it?
When will I be happy if everyone doesn’t care?
Life is full of complexities
People have different priorities
Because of unsatisfied hunger for power and fame
They forgot their purpose and loosen its sense

Weakened
Stranded on this land of misery
Never ending sufferings around me
Everyone now is helpless
I’m the only source of their strength
What if I can’t give strength for them to hold on?
What if I my mind is ready to give up and my heart is weak to conquer my mind to go
on?
I was weaker every time I carry their burden
I was dying inside in order to see them living
How can my love conquer all the pain?
How can I fight if everyone is giving up?
I want to be their hero so bad
So they can trust me with their lives
Be their strength and give them courage to fight with me
To save them from distress and agony
But who am I to do that
I’m just me who wants them to see life’s beauty
Convince them that it’s easy to live and fight
Than to die without knowing how to live

Weaker Part of Me
I can’t stop my mind thinking
It’s like exploding for the thoughts I tried to hide inside
I tried to ignore it
But it felt like it was raging through my nerves
What can I do?
I am weak and felt so much alone
No one to hold on or turn to
It was me all alone in this battlefield of life
Thinking there’s a night and shining armor
As I cried for help out loud
This burden that I kept inside
Makes me fall harder on the ground
Makes me even weaker as time goes by
This loneliness is already ruling over my mind
And there’s nothing I can do but to release all the thoughts
That I long to be heard once more

WHAT IF TIME IS YOUR ENEMY
How could I let you know?
That I care so much for you
That even though we have fights
I will stand beside you
I can’t even look at you right now
I might not stop the tears to fall from my eyes
I can’t even show you that I can smile
Coz’ my heart just can’t bear losing you this time
I just wish I could exchange my life for you
Coz’ I know there’s a bright future waiting for you
I want people see you smile again
So they can smile with you
Coz if you’ll be gone
You will take away our smiles
Sorrow will be in our hearts
Tears will be in our eyes
Pls. fight

What My Heart Can’t See
I can’t control my destiny
Nor face the truth that I’m lonely
It isn’t easy for me to give up my life
Just to see you happy
Look what you’ve been doing
You hurt me more than made it easy
Can’t you see I loose the essence of my life?
When I started giving you up
I’m shattered into pieces
I was surprised that one day you came up to me
You said things that my heart can’t see
But there’s one thing I can’t forget
You said and it hits me…
“You let me go because you want me to be happy… but then why am I still lonely? ”

What's Wrong
I never thought I could finally love someone
When I’m with him I just can be myself
I love the feeling that his arms wrapped around me
While he kiss me passionately
And softly whisper the words I long for everyday
I never showed anyone the real me
He has the power to convince me to be me
Somehow I feel he loves me deeply
But why I feel some uncertainty that the love I found is not for me
Do I love him?
And yet my answer will always be “YES”
He’s everything I need and dream to be with
I just love the way he changed my life
And I’m in heaven just thinking of him right now…
Is it me?
Why don’t I trust myself when he’s around?
Why can’t I surrender everything to him?
Why can’t I open myself completely to him?
What’s wrong with me?

When Tomorrow Is Gone
I was building our bridge of life
But you’re still not moving forward in my path
I keep on calling you
And still you just smile at me
I will look for your cure in every nation
Kneel in every saint
Pray all my novenas
Do everything what it takes
Coz’ I was dying
Knowing that I have to learn how to let you go
But still looking for possibilities
That somehow I can save you
I can’t stand the thought of loosing you
Nor live a life without you
My heart can’t bear it anymore
I loose my grounds and control
Your eyes is loosing its glow
But you still managed to smile
And it made me cry
Coz’ I don’t know how can I save you

You
All I think is you
All I wanna do is to be with you
Spent each time do nothing just stares at you
I want to stay forever in your arms and hold on till I can
Time is killing me
Distance is my enemy
I want to be perfect in your eyes
But you were blinded by all lies
How can I compete to all the girls around you?
If all I can do is wait for you
Your face is slowly fading
And all I can do is watch you leave
Is my love enough to conquer all the hurts inside my heart?
Is my love enough for you to stay here by my side?
Or is your love strong enough to stand still after a gale?
Or is your love enough for me to finally say I’m completely happy
I guess we both don’t know
Our love is in the end of a cliff
Never know what step we should make for us to hang on
Before we both drifted to the darkest and deepest ground of loneliness
Ah! Love what can I do?
You’re killing me and still I don’t know what to do
You let me bear alone the pain without knowing what’s on the end
Is it happiness or loneliness?

You’re my world
Tonight my whole world stops
As I see you walking towards in my path
I can’t describe the happiness inside my heart
As if my knees trembles in a shock
But what I have felt ended soon
As I see your woman at your back
Waiting faithfully in your return
And secure your safety as you go home
I have felt the love in your eyes
And the way you look in her eyes
It’s hurting me deep inside
But what can I do I’m not your woman to be loved

Zai
You were just an ordinary friend that I know
But the deeper I know you
And being with you
Makes me proud that I have a friend like you
You’re such a darling
So honest and true
I just love being with you
Having funny moments and little chats
Makes me feel that life is just a simple path
I was amazed on how you bring out the best in me
I’m so lucky having you around
And having you in my life
You just make my days so bright
Thanks for being a friend……….

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