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BE TRUE TO YOURSELF
FOLLOW YOUR HEART

This poetry book is about my inner deep worries
and stresses and brings out in words

Soul Survivor solutions volume # one
Poetry by Angela Pearl Erickson
1. Doom 2008
2. Anger 2008
3. What’s wrong with me July 10th 2008
4. Two Faced 2008
5. The Cave of your life December 29th 2009
6. The light in one's eyes January, 20th 2010
7. Interference of the heart 2010
8. Virtual Reality life August 15th 2010
9. Shame August, 15th 2010
10. Soul Illusion August 15th 2010
11. Hate August 15th 2010
12. Death August 15th 2010
13. Pain of the Game August 23rd 2010
14. Hearts Falling Apart September 1st 2010
15. The path of the Unforsaken March 3rd 2011
16. Deception January 27th 2011

Introduction
My name is Angela pearl Erickson: I grew up in Utah and I have been going threw Emotional
Breakdown issues for the past five years and when I write it takes the stress out of my life.
I have always been a writer, But it has never came out the way I wanted to till recently.
But now I am finding that this is helping me buy putting it out the way I have been.

August 6th 2011
Soul Survivors solutions
By Angela Pearl Erickson
May 31st 2011
Soul Survivors
Soul Survivors are who we are!
Faith, Divine Nature, Individual Worth
Knowledge , choice and Accountabilities, good works and
Integrity.
We strive to be the best that we can be. Truth , Humanity and
Justice for all. Truth ,Humanity and Justice for all we believe
kiddos rock and don’t fall happiness and laughter fits the call.
Woo hoo woo hoo
Soul survivors yeah.

2008
DOOM
I am full gloom for I am doomed. To live in a life that won’t extend
better a-far. I want a place, I need a job I can’t find what I want to
call. My husband is having a nasty affair. I guess I deserve, It’s
my fault. I lived in sin because of him. He didn’t want me more
than his beer. I became a cursed one, Because I need to feel loved.
I needed a person who wanted me… My husband left me.
By now I am stuck in a place and a life, I am scared it will never
change. Will I be stuck with nothing at all. Because of ones who
wanted it more. Its hard to get what you want or what you need
when it has fallen and won't appear.
I feel that all we have is us, But that is never enough. We need a
place to call a home, we need a job that no one will control.
I want to work with Animals because they don’t try to compete.

I work to live and take care of them all! life was good but not no
more. All we have is pain and it's just getting worse. Never will tell
if it will ever get better or you end up in hell. Now I feel like I lost
something
Someone I have lost something, or someone has stolen and won’t
give it back. Befor she is all gone. I need help from someone above.
my life is in shambles I need to know what the big secret is.
Angela Pearl Erickson
2008
Anger
Ugliness is what I am, Anger , Hate and prosecution is all I am.
I can’t get out of the hell I feel, I pray I cry I carry on but it never
works my inner is ill. I hate to live in the never ending nightmare.
when will it stop when will I heal.
I want to have a happy life with my kids and Husband if he
appears. Life is just a never ending darkness and black.
I keep on falling and I can’t see the end. I want to live in a better
life,
I need to be better wife.

7/10/2008
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME
I feel like my life is secret. I feel that no one loves me. Just a glow
and never finding happiness and real love. I can’t feel what real
love feels like, Because I seem to never find it, I want a man who
sees past the glow, I want one that sees only me.
One that loves me happy and even sad. One that looks at me the
same even without teeth.
One that shows me that he loves me in the look he gives me. In the
touch and in his words. I want unconditional Love, one with no
strings attached, I want to love.
I can’t feel it anymore, so how can I look past it.
I want a man that I can trust, one that tells me how he feels.
Will I find him???? I want a man who loves me even though my
body
is no longer perfect. One that says I love every part of you no
matter what. One that sees my inner beauty makes up for the
beauty he sees no more.
Loves my children equally not more that the other.I want that will
make me laugh not cry. One that will let me be me and not hide.

How can I be the best I can be if they won’t let me. What do I need
to choose.
2008
TWO FACED
They took the man that once loved me. They made me destroy the
family that was once close to me.The vision of the man would come
in and play pretend. I feel like a slut of the 21st Century.
I feel as if there is too many boundaries interfering with me.The
banshees of the head game frame won’t let be the same and they
don’t virtually realize those dreams belong to me. I left the place
that I so loved. Because of a family I thought loved me.
Because of egotistical men that called me eve.

12/29/2009
THE CAVE OF YOUR LIFE
In the deepest darkest cave of our life There is someone with
strength and not eyes. All in the end you will meet him. When life
begins,
The veil of your life you can never depend on the men. All you can
do is make it thru the cave of your life. All that will win is the ones
who won with a life of sin.The lies hurt worse than pride. They
shiver they shake until your heart breaks. They never send they
only pretend. Instead of looking in your heart and see what you
have became from one to another. They only see each other in the
cave of there lives.
Darkness may fall when down the hall, Complete what you need.
That you break and turn around, light will shine in your heart.
The cave of our lives grow deeper in pain, and what they can bring.
All that they see is a dragon within, All that you want is a knight
to help the fight. But the dragon is stronger than the Knight.
12/20/2010

THE LIGHT IN ONE'S EYES
In the Light of the silvery night was the night when my eyes first
met you.
I went for a walk in darkness and bringing me fright. All that was
there was a thought in my head, Clock struck three and the silence
did bring me fright in my heart and fight. Turned our night to
fright by the look in your eyes, the world felt like it stood still.
When I awoke what I saw was a joke. When I looked in your eyes
my heart made a pound and the light did not sound.
The darkness began in the hands of a man trying to make his own
stand. In the heart of my home when my strife turned to night.
Because my heart burned out the light of the one in my sight.
By the light of the silvery moon the image I see is a nightmare to
me.
The love of a man turned me to sand. All that I see is a frown
because of the clowns that took over the town.
Hopefully it will all come to an end The silvery moon will turn to a
warmth of a hand. Dark turns to light and are life turns to right.
2010

Interference of the heart
Went to a place where all of life was a game, That everyone sees
and everyone plays. I feel I am living in nothing white.
The voices and noises are not polite. They sound like cries screams
and yells.They sound like they all live in hell. They turn off the
lights and all they see is the frights of these nights. There trust
turns to lust and as there life is all dark.
Because of their hearts has all turned cold and all grows so old.
All that we see is the color of gold.
Then comes to green all has been seen one turns mean and all are
not seen. Blackness sets in and none see the light just the screams
of night.
Because whom they trust looms into the gloom and all innocence is
lost. The lock in there heart gets broken by sight. The voices of the
night bug day and night.
The one that they trust needs to forget about lust.
Need to fight off pride and vengeance and being denied.
get back to the source, and open there own door.

08/15/2010
Virtual Reality Life
When in darkness the path to forgiveness your life flashes
before your eyes.
You see all the places in time, you get caught up in the life you
once had. You forget about the life you left behind, the one you once
had. You forget your love , your life and your time with pleasant
dreams you sink deeper in the realm of broken promises.
All you want to do is hide from your time and grow deeper in
aroma of your life.
When your loved ones decree from the lost memories
The time does pass and the haunting of your past is all you can
think of to let the time pass.
When you feel like you are trapped in a box, the moment does come
at last when the box will crash and all the pain, fear and blame
turns to shame. One push and a shove with a glove your heart
kindles your shame.

ANGELA PEARL ERICKSON

08/15/2010
SHAME
The voices of dread that go off in your head, is a cry for help.
When the deception you choose may it win, may it loose.
The time and life forever, you feel trapped and alone In your world
and your insanity begins and it wins.
The friends that you choose is the friends that you loose in the
triangle of time.
The milestones of life cut like a knife, Peace is if you wake up
without fight.
When your head looks sain is when they use it in vain,
They that does blames makes it shame.
The voices of the day they will betray,Because they are made of
clay.

They always believe they need to make you grieve. Because it is
hard for you to believe.
They take all your fear and wash it away, and then they make you
live a life of sin.
When you think it's ok they turn it to blame, The game that they
store makes you feel like a hore. None does adore, the life he gives
is taken in sin.
From the heart of your part, and the role that you keep, is the role
that they steal , because they don’t feel.
They listen and watch and their hatred is caught, for the one who
carries the name of blame.
They all get upset when it is not even caught they throw out the pain
and they think its gain and they claim to be sane.
But it's only there shame Because of the worthless, senseless game
shame.
08/15/2010
Soul Illusion

When you think of what you think is the truth of your future sense
of the demons of the sight.
When the life that you claim is taken in vain and the pain that they
give has no cause.
All the souls that are around you is lingering in your mind.
When you try to unwind your positive light gets taken over in the
negative life.
Your life begins to be in the hands of the one who brings hate.
When the light of your night it brings them delight
The demons of light takes pleasure in the faults that is right.
08/5/2010
Hate
They pretend to be a friend, but they always betray in the end.
They always say wait, but they never compensate because they
hate.
Now they have the one that gave you love, They never stop they just
punt the one they called gin is a nimb.
They take it all they never call and they make you fall.

They sit and spit and make you feel like shit, on the dreams you
need to recall,
when they see the way to be they won't remember they are not
glitter all they do is wilter with the bitter cup of lust.
If you don’t want to be a freak never ever repeat, when the day is
done and all is gone they always shoot, but when they are blue they
always call for you.
Never wait you’re just bait. Don’t ever get too close to the gate!
It's always open in the end they never break just hate.
Bitter and cold and growing old then they will finally let you show.
The dream is lost and you're the cost, That is why they want you to
die, there is not light just fight.
08/15/2010
DEATH
They take your life and make it bright, but in the end your soul is
dead.
And now to six they write with styx, They give you hope and make
you choke.

Because they think your a joke.Because they need a better one,
because you identity is lost.
The family you see you believe, they think you need to bleed.
They think cuteness will seed,They break their vows with steed,
that they think they all need.
When you find the face that does not betray, that you miss they
take and break your soul.
When all hope is lost the office gets pissed off, Because the fight you
have won turns to none.
They take away what makes you whole, all they are is a stinking
goal.
All the rounds that they have lost, all it does is make them cost.
on the game that one can win, it makes dreams and hope lost.
08/23/2010
Pain Of The Game
The evils of the past shattering your life like glass.
Taking your imagination and turning into trash.

Not understanding the pain that you throw, not understanding
your dreams, and turning your happiness into fears and making
your days into years.Because of you not wanting to lead.
Taking happiness and turning it into tears, The deception that they
breath they turn it into to disgust and greed.
Because of what they think they need, The illusion of your life and
making it hard to walk around with your head held high.
Because of the Demons of the night and making your skies not so
bright, because they think they need your light.
They Joke about your life and making your gold of
life into lust.
Making you just feel pain, because they cannot take the blame
for the feelings they only know how to throw.
They take over the core of your feeding soul.
When will they stop being so cold?
With there head games that they only know.

September, 1st 2010
HEARTS FALLING APART
The ties that bind your heart to mine,
Breaks off with the will to survive the
darkness of our minds.
When in pain your life gets weaker and
weaker. There is no where to turn all you feel is
burn of what is right, when all that you long for is a

love of a knight who will fight for the right of
forever.
Being of truth and right
For your kids to be happy and to be who they
are in the longing of freedom for this senseless war.
Between you and me what they are waiting
for.
Darkness to fall when they would fall apart
and takes your heart.
When you look around, no happy sound of
hearts that are not bound.
You unwind in time , but the cause is from
pain , greyness ,darkness and shame.
When you look back on your life to figure out
when , and why it all fell apart.
There is no explanation of the
HEARTS FALLING APART

March 3rd 2011
The Path of the Unforsaken
As we sit and drive down a path of yet to come,
We think to ourselves,will we sink? because we
oh so stink!
Did we leave the stress behind ? that we feel
about our cells.
How will it be to start anew?
Bypass tales that are so not true.
Will there be an easy way or will it even count.
It is very hard to dwell in doubt for heavens
sakes well walk it out.
To rekindle the pain that was put in vain when
the lights were dim and zingy zollabem I blame it
on him.
Twitter twatter idiot doo it would be nice to
leave kalamazoo.

When it only makes sense to you.

You look around and what you see is simple in the mind
of thee.
But in the corners and crevices of the unknown to the
unforeseen, the things you hear that are not seen is the fear of
your mind that makes you blind.
You see the world as you know it, now the blankness of
your thoughts of what could be.
A dent in your heart is something green.
When the world comes crashing down , there is
something un for seen in the middle of your crown.
The pain I feel is a drowning in my bed. all because of
the life in my head.
The creature of the darkest depth come creeping from the
sewer trap
they crawl and gnarl from there own hell in the middle
of the dell.

The fear unspoken nightmares claim the feelings of being
stuck in a well but nothing but darkness a swell the cold dark
feeling of being trapped in a wall of brick.

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