1. Where is thy bowl? Capacitate to bear more & have as
much as u want- Part-2.
Continued... Your words now are as an arsenal towards the old man… Who are you? Clarify
your presence before me or else just move away otherwise… This response makes the old
man smile; as if he is concealing his identity and was already aware of all that is transpiring
within your mind… and in response he says… “You have an inborn tendency of always
rushing towards the „other side‟”… You interrupt him and push your objection by saying
that; “I have not used any word such as „other side‟”…
he responds by saying; “ my dear son few seconds before out of some annoyance you said,
„move away otherwise‟, and the word „otherwise‟ is a direct intention of moving into some
other side. It is only because your life within your thoughts has always swung between
different various kinds „otherwise‟ or the other side, it has been with you that you today at
this moment experience the self at nowhere… am I right or not”.
This time you are nipped right within your deep insight since he had just
spoken about the rioting turbulence jostling your entire existence within your
skull. You are not able to understand what should be your next response but yet
your age old customization at the response levels insists upon you not to surrender and still
try to get rid of this unknown intruder. And you reply; “ I am not able to follow you at all… I
don‟t understand anything spoken by you and feel that now I should move away from here”.
Your next move is to turn left and leave that place but there comes his next words… “ why
not; leave for any place you desire on this planet but nothing shall ever relieve you of the
deep discomfort within your mind and remember that I am not a person but an envoy of
opportunity for you to bail out of this mess woven around… by you yourself”.
1. ‘Nothing shall ever relieve you of the deep discomfort within your mind’.
2. ‘Envoy of opportunity’.
3. ‘Bail out of this mess woven around… by you yourself’.
Jhoom-jhoom-jhoom this sound comes as a lightening thunder within your head and
your entire physical body almost collapses of all activity just as any mechanism shall seize
of its working on account of electrical break down. You had not even moved for around a
step or two that this ballistic attack turned you as a total freeze… with all residual might left
within your head you are merely able to turn your head backward towards that strange
intruder. You compulsively driven by some unseen force in an extreme slow motion revert
back to the same point where from you had just started. That powerful old countenance
now instructs you to take seat over the same place where you were beseated minutes ago.
He moves on to your left side and takes a seat beside. Your head once again restores its
hung position focusing over some unknown frontier falling between your legs… and on the
ground beneath.

2. You experience a comforting and consoling warm grip over you left shoulder… you want to
take notice of it and instead drop your eyes upon the eyes of the old man sitting beside…
you develop a connection with his eyes that seem emanating an unknown light. You are not
able to move away as if the magnetism has plugged your insight to receive the download;
uploaded by that „envoy of opportunity‟. You are truly experiencing nothingness within and
once again exclusively unaware of the outside world… it is coming as an experience that is
not scary or awkward this moment. And there comes a gentle laughter from the old man
that relieves your connectivity for that while… you take a very deep gentle breath as if
sipping a glass of wine at a motion speed that is ten time slower of its original speed…
That kind of breath had never earlier been an experience to your life. It was as if it was
some infusion of tones of energy transported inside and tones of garbage excreted outside.
It was really not an ordinary breath falling in the endless cycle of countless breath that one
would have experienced throughout one‟s life.
Your head turned towards its previous position between your legs and towards the ground,
still you were into some nothingness but now this nothingness was not the product of
absolute disgruntlement instead it was a nothingness that came after a bulk release of
burden inside. The time was not at all at any count since whenever such occasion arrives
the considerate time element working in connivance with other forces of nature;
disappears… because now the delusive power of nature makes way for a soul to experience
the uncharted frontiers… and it was that what happened to you that moment… All this
happened within 5 minutes or 50 minutes; you just don‟t know… if it has to be put in
appropriate context then the right words are that you just don‟t want to know.
The envoy of opportunity then softly speaks into your ears… (For the remaining part read
the part-3 of this small story bearing knowledge and learning; desire2will.com. Dinesh
kumar, learning under discipline). To be continued...
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