1. ! ! ! ! ! Choleʼs Diary
" " " " " " " " " " Heidi Suh
" " November, 13
I have decided to write a diary of my life since I have the most
HORRIBLE life on earth! To explain more, I’ve been learning about children
rights at my school and I was thinking, ‘Hey! My life is exactly like that!’
So I just started writing this diary. Um... Until my horrible life finishes and a
happy new one comes... Will it come?... Hope so... :l
Also because if I become famous singer/ actress I won’t have to have LONG
conferences or have to go to boring talk shows explaining my past like a billion
times!
So... Anyways my name is Chole, Chole Joyce. I’m 10 (by the way, I’m
in 5th grade). And I’m American. Well to start off the story (of my horrible
life...)
So it all started today (first day of school). I was really shy and I didn’t
know what to do. So I just followed this girl that looked pretty nice. She
seemed to be really confident and she talked to me.
“Hi! I’m Alexandra! Its really nice to meet you.”
I was really shy and I spoke really small.
“Hi. My name is Chole. Its nice to meet you too.”
Alexandra was really pretty and I just loved the way she looked. So then
we just talked and walked around the school. We just practically became best
friends.
At lunch, these boys and girls that kind of looked like gangsters came up
to me and held me by the shirt.
“Follow us or we will kill you! Now come!”
I was like... SO scared I don’t even know how to describe it. So I just
followed them. Alexandra ran to get the teacher but she was to late. I
screamed for help in my head but I was to scared to say anything. Everyone
just stared at me and I was gone.
The bullies, who named them selfs the BTBs (Black Tough Bulls) pulled
me into a dark place. I was guessing it was like their secret meeting place or
something.
So they said, “ Hey, loser! If you tell anyone that we did this then you’re
dead! Now fetch me a bag of chips!”
And they just shoved me to the door. I was so scared to do anything so I
just ran away and they couldn’t find me. I was like, ‘phew!’ So I was back in
my class. I just hoped they wouldn’t find me. I was safe the whole afternoon
but I was still so scared they would find me. Alexandra came up to me and
asked what happened.
I just said, “Nothing...”
I knew she really wanted to know what happened but she understood
and did not talk about it the whole day. When I came home I didn’t tell mom
about it.
She asked, “How was school? Did you make any friends?”
I just said school was fine and I did make a friend. Then I ran up stairs
to my room and said I have a lot of homework to do. When I got up I locked
2. the door and cried and cried until cried all my tears out. I hugged my cat,
Marshmallow.
“What am I going to do, Marshmallow?”
I can’t just move to another school!” Then I started crying again. It was
the worst day of my life! Sigh.... Hope this doesn’t last forever... Now I’m in
my bed writing about my HORRIBLE life and the WORST day of my life. Hope
things get better tomorrow.
November,14
Today, I went to school all worried and scared. I just wished I didn’t
move to a new school! I mean, even the school name is weird! Seriously!
Grand Banana Elementary School! OMG!!! So anyways I was really afraid.
When I got to school I was really unfortunate. The BTB came up to me looking
like they are the coolest and the meanest people on earth. (Which I think is
true!). One of the leaders of the BTB which was wearing all black and looked
the most toughest said, “Hey, stupid! Why did you run away from us, huh?
Because you are a little worried chicken? HAHAHAHA! and they all laughed at
me. I was scared but at the same time embarrassed! But then at the same
time the first bell rang so I just walked away from them when they were still
pointing and laughing at me. Alexandra ran up to me because she saw what
happened.
“Don’t care about them, Chole! They are just really mean. They tease
everyone. Even I was treated like that on the first day at GB.” I felt a bit
confident and really thankful to Alexandra for cheering me up.
I hugged her and said, “Thanks, Alexandra.” And she smiled back at me.
I just wish I was her! OH GOD! WHY IS MY LIFE SO HORRIBLE!!!
1: 27
I was eating lunch, chatting with Alexandra. I just totally forgot about
the bullies. Suddenly, they came. I tried to run away but they caught me.
Alexandra tried to stop them from taking me and she shouted for help. But no
teachers. NO ANYONE! I guess everyone was scared of the BTB but I was
thinking, ‘What kind of school is this?! No one is helping! Not even the
teachers!’ I was back in the dark room and this time some of them stand
guard in front of the door so I could not escape.
“Wats yo name?” For some reason, he spoke like he was a kindergarden
kid. (Well, to me... I know it is weird...)
“Chole.... Joyce,” I said nervously.
“Nice name. Now I want ya to go and do somethin fo me. I want ya to go
to da girl’s bathroom and clog up all da toilets. Do ya undastand?
I really didn’t want to get in trouble on the second day of school but you
never know what the BTBs can do to you. I nervously said very quietly,
“Okay...”
Then he slapped me on the back and said happily, “Good girl! And if ya
tell anyone I’ll tell da prinsapal!”
I came out of the room and I started going to the girl’s washroom. But
suddenly, I got an idea. I looked for the principal’s office to tell him about the
bullies. But I stopped my footsteps. If I tell the principal, the BTB will get mad
at me and treat me badly. But I kept walking. Then I stopped, thinking. Then I
kept walking. And at last I finished deciding on my final decision. I went to
3. principal’s office. It was HUGE! I looked for the principal. I went to one of the
woman in the counter and asked if I could go and see the principal. With out a
word she pointed to a dark brown painted large door. I knocked and he said
come in. I sat in the lonely but comfortable chair and looked around the room.
It was filled with many medals and trophies. There was also articles of the
school.
”Hello, you must be Ms. Joyce.” he said with a strong voice.
“Yes, sir. I came here to talk to you about something,” I said
softly,”These bullies are always bullying me and they are making me do bad
things like clog up the girls toilet. I don’t no what to do!”
My eyes started to fill up with tears and I looked at the ground.
“I... Chole.. I’m not sure... You will have to stand up for yourself. A lot
of students get bullied on the beginning of school. Its okay. I will talk to
them,” he said as he mumbled. The bell rang.
“I think you should get back to class.”
“Okay,” I said as I opened the door.
I was not just a little unhappy about what the principal said. I had a
feeling that he wasn’t actually going to talk to the BTBs. Even in my favorite
period, Art I could not concentrate.When I came home I just lied on bed
looking at the ceiling. My life is the worst life ever! Sigh~ I’ve got to do
homework now.
November, 19
OMG! Today was just the weirdest day and/or happiest day of my life!
Okay, let me calm down first.
1. The bullies treated me like a friend but still made me do bad things.
2.Alexandra got a new puppy and we went to Disney World!!! We had so
much fun and we took a bunch of sticky pics! ;P
I just wish this day would last forever but everyone knows that it won’t.
Sigh... Still... BEST DAY EVER
November, 23
Ugh! I‘m back to my normal and always-bullied days... But I can tell the
bullies are up to something. We all (as in me and all of the BTBs) did bad stuff.
Ugh! I knew it was a bad thing but what could I do! If I didn’t I would have
been beaten up and made fun of like before. And I certainly did NOT feel like
crying again because of them. I had to go to the principal’s office. My parents
were there and they talked with the principal for a looooong time. They finally
came out of the room but they didn’t look angry at me. I went home early with
my parents and dad took the day off. I had a long talk with my parents. I
explained everything that has happened so far. Mom and dad understood and
said that all of that was not my fault. They hugged me and said that they
would work everything out. At least someone is helping me. Whew! I really
don’t want to talk about this. I mean, write about it. Too tired... More to
come... someday... later..
December, 4
I know I haven’t written for a long time because the bullies did MORE
bad things and I was forced to do them to. So I’ve been called to the
principal’s offices more than a million times! And through out the whole week I
barely stayed at school the whole day. But I’ve got like the BEST NEWS
4. EVER!!! OMG! I was SOOOOOOO surprised! THE BLACK TOUGH BULLS ARE ALL
EXPELLED FROM SCHOOL!!!!!!! OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG!
OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! I’M SO
HAPPY!!! Too happy to write! I got to go to Alexandra’s to celebrate this
amazingly happy day!!!! More to come later!
December, 16
AHHHHHHHHH!!!!! EEEEEEKKKKS!!!!!! XD XD XD XD XD XD ;D;D;D;D
OMG! Cancel what I said last time! This MORE BETTER NEWS! I am going to
move schools! I LOVE MOM AND DAD!!! I know it isn’t that big but wait! I
know what other people would think. They would think, ‘Won’t you miss
Alexandra?‘ Well, here it is! Alexandra’s dad got a new job where I’m going
and she is going to the same school as me! HA!!!!!! TODAY is the best day of
my life. I’m SOOOOO HAPPY!!! I need to go now to pack! More to come! (In
the future!)
December, 21
I’ve finally moved! I’m sitting on one of the boxes. My new home is not
that big but its really cozy! :) Also, Alexandra is down the block! Her mother
said I could always come over to visit anytime I want! Sigh! I totally LOVE my
life now. School is awesome. Alexandra is in the same class as me and
everyone is really nice. My new teacher, Ms. Marcy is totally cool! I love her
glamorous simile. Well, since my life is fine now, I don’t see why I can’t stop
writing this diary. But now I see if you never give up and try your best...
everything works out good! And now I know the bullies are the people that
denies my access to my children’s rights! I’m so smart! Hehe! I’ve also learned
to be really brave, never give up and try my best. So long!
Chole Joyce! ;D